It's funny.

Why?

I was feeling bored so I read almost all of my previous posts. It's so refreshing, knowing how I was back then, what I felt, how things were going and so on. And I used to write some notes where only I know the meaning. Maybe some things that I don't want others to know the details but I still want to write so I made it very, unclear. Haha.
But now, even I, myself couldn't get what I mean. I mean, I can't seem to remember the event, or what happened, or who I was talking about. Hahaha.

I guess it's just our nature to be forgetful. Well, I just hope that I will never forget all of my loved ones.

Love ya~! :)

My 2010

I've made new friends. I've taken responsibilities. I've strengthen my friendship. I've smiled. I've laughed. I've cried. I've mourned. I've been broken hearted. I've broken hearts. I've lost. I've won. I've succeed. I've failed. I've whatever. 

I have went through the year of 2010 in a very interesting way.

Now, goodbye~! :)

I wanted to do a review on 2010, but I just don't have the urge to write. I guess I can't remember things very well. My memories are all jumbled up!

Toodles~!

Apakah salahku? Untuk diperlakukan sedemikian rupa? Sobsob. Eh, emo lebih gediklah kau!

Penyesalan?

Tidak sama sekali. :)

Hooga hooga

That's an older post of mine. The post where I have clearly made a decision to accept the KMM offer.

In that post of mine, i made a statement where I am afraid that I will excel my first year of studies in UiTM but flunk the next two years.
My prediction was right. Yeah, I know myself very well.

But now, should I let the prediction be totally right, or try to amend it?
We'll see in the future. :)
Right now, I feel glad I followed my parents' advice. It's just that I may have played around a little too much.

Sometimes, I do feel a bit poetic.

"Never admire me, the wheel will never stop spinning."

(My words, 2008/2009)

What do you think is the meaning of the phrase?

I can't stand it - Nevershoutnever

I want to share the music video but tak boleh. Semuanya tak kasi nak upload tempat lain hehh.

The lyrics, with chords. :)

G       C
Baby, I love you
Am               D
I never want to let you go
    G       C
The more I think about,
    Am            D
The more I want to let you know…
     G              C  
That everything you do,
   Am            D
Is super duper cute
               G   C Am D
And I cant stand it

Em                 C
I’ve been searching for
               D        G D        
A girl that’s just like you
Em        A
Cause I know
          D
That your heart is true

G       C
Baby, I love you
Am               D
I never want to let you go
    G       C
The more I think about,
    Am            D
The more I want to let you know…
     G              C  
That everything you do,
   Am            D
Is super duper cute
               G   C Am D
And I cant stand it

Em                 C
Let’s sell all our shit,
        D
And run away
              G D     
To sail the ocean blue
Em         A
Then youll know,
         D       
That my heart is true, yeah!

G       C
Baby, I love you
Am               D
I never want to let you go
    G       C
The more I think about,
    Am            D
The more I want to let you know…
     G              C  
That everything you do,
   Am            D
Is super duper cute
               G   C Am D
And I cant stand it

Am
You, you got me where you want me
           G
Cause Ill do anything to please you
        Em
Just to make it through…
            D
Another year

Am
You, I saw you across the room
       G
And I knew that this is gonna
  Em
Blossom into something beautiful.
         D
You’re beautiful.

C G Am F (solo)


Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know…
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it 

(Capo on the second fret)

G       C
Baby, I love you
Am               D
I never want to let you go
    G       C
The more I think about,
    Am            D
The more I want to let you know…
     G              C  
That everything you do,
   Am            D
Is super duper cute
               G   C Am D
And I can't stand it
          G    C   Am D
And I can't stand it
        G  C  Am  D
I can't stand it

(End on G)

Oh sayang, please main. Nanti dah pandai ajar ehh. Laju sangat hahh nak shift chord tak pandai lagi terkial-kial hahaha. :P

Cameron Highland

Greetings.

I really want to write a post about my trip to Cameron Highland, but I just don't know what to write. Haha. All that I know is I last went there when I was in standard 6 I guess, or maybe younger. Yeah, my uncle passed away when I was 12, and the last time I went there was with him. Hmm. On the first day, I couldn't stand the cold, maybe because it was raining there, soo the temperature went down. On the 2nd day, still couldn't cope and the third day, I don't need the sweater anymore. Haha. Okay bukannya terbiasa tapi macam panas pulak kat situ. Hmm. Tapi tak panaslah rasa macam selesa je tak sejuk tak panas hehe.

I didn't take much photos there, I had no camera hehh. My father yang guna Canon tu, so haha terpaksa jadi model pulak kadang-kadang.

All in all, it was fun, despite a few things yang tak best yang tak perlu diceritakan di sini. The view was great the flowers wahh soo besarrr the veges bapaklahh freshh fruits semua best best kannnn.

Siapa-siapa yang suka berkebun, I recommend you staying there, confirmlah kan tanaman semua menjadii tak kiralah tangan kau tu panas ke sejuk ke green hand ke blue hand ke apa lahh. Puas hati jee tengok pastu boleh bangga bangga kat orang kau pandai berkebunn hahahahaha.

:D

New layout.

Greetings.

Yay, I've changed my blog layout. Fuh penat tau! Eh tak, sebenarnya senang je pilih layout plan yang simple warna biru lepas tu tukar background lepas tu edit font sikit okay dah siap. Soooooooo,

Taadaa~!!

You see you see it's all blue. Cuma yang tengah-tengah ni je putih ala malas nak tukar warna lain, sakit mata kott!! Alololooo so cute~!! Lagi-lagi background kan, hahh comel je lawa, which reminds me of my favourite baju kurung back when I was in Form 3. I wonder where it had gone. Sigh.

Hahh see it's about the same right? I miss you my former baju kurung favourite! T_T I've found your replacement though. :P Oh, I'm in red. :) Alah tak bagitau pun korang pandai-pandai tekalah kan which one is me, background = baju kurung = me! Aduh merepek.

So, macam ni tau dah kan what's my favourite colour? Just in case you haven't noticed. :P
Dulu budak-budak yang datang bilik buat PSU or saja lepak or nak tanya soalan yang selalunya aku tak boleh nak jawab, mesti tanya,

"Pja suka warna biru eh? Semua nak biru hahhh amboiii."

Hahahaa nak buat macam mana kan, dah kat bilik sendiri tak boleh nak buat all blue, sebab kongsi bilik and bilik kecik aduh, so kat Segamat buatlah macam tu, even though still kongsi bilik, tapi semua barang yang ada adalah atas dasar pilihan sendiri. Memang aku ambil warna biru jelah semua, lantaklah lawa tak lawa, sebab kalau semua biru dah bergabung, akan jadi lawa tak semena-mena, even if they suck standing alone. Hahaha.

Tiba-tiba je kan tukar layout? Alaa sebab bosan semalam tak tau nak buat apa. Pastu PAKCIK TUNJANG (he hates this nickname) pun pernah kutuk kan. Ada ke patut kutuk dia pergi kutuk my blog layout yang putih? Putih itu suci dan murni grr! Lagipun senang. Grr asyik nak kutuk orang je dia tu. Grrr. Nah hamik kau mine is better than yours. Boo!!!

Hah gi tengok dia punya, pastu kutuk kutuk, layout buruk apa tah garis garis ish ish ish. :P
Tapi link cari sendiri. Ingat tadi nak insert link kat "PAKCIK TUNJANG" tadi, tapi macam segan pula. Haha

Okay, bye.

How do you feel when someone hates you?

Greetings.

If someone hates me, I'd feel hurt. Know why? Because my mother didn't give birth to me, just to be hated. My parents didn't raised me up so well, just to be hated. I would feel down if someone hates me, but not because I'm being hated, but because of my parents.

If the one who hates me is a total stranger, I will not feel much, just feeling a bit like, "Why must you hate me? I didn't do anything wrong, did I?" Yeah, maybe just like that because strangers don't know who I really am. They don't know why did I do something, or why did I behave like that and so on. I couldn't care less? Oh no, I care, I really do. But the best thing to do is to ignore it. I just have to bear in mind that those people don't know a thing about me. If they choose to hate me for no appropriate reason, oh please do. They have their own rights to do so. As long as it does not affect me and my life.

You know, it will a total heart break if your friend, or maybe someone that you really care, hates you. I have had a time where I think my friends didn't care less about me, and even if I didn't show it, it was devastating. I felt very sad. You know, some may show to others what they are feeling, but there are some who don't. They'd rather keep it to themselves, not wanting others to sympathize or even be troubled by it.

You know what I do if I know someone hate me? Haha. It's either I become a pain in the ass or I'd be much friendlier. If it is a friend, or someone that I care very much, I'll stay distant for awhile, yeah I always do and wait for time to heal it. Haaahaaa. Okay do not follow that. Here's the solution, if a friend hates you, please, give time to him/her to reminisce, and then confront to him/her, saying that you are sorry, and express that you love him/her and it's such a heart break knowing that you are being hated by him/her. If that friend hates you for any acts that you have done to him/her, oh please, do not do it again. Admit your wrongdoings, everything! Yeah, he/she might  go berserk knowing that, but hey, the truth hurts, but a lie is worse.

For those who do the hating, oh please, do not do that. How would you feel if you know you are being hated? Plus by someone you really care? Please, put aside any of the wrongdoings that have been done to you. Yes, they are wrong, and you have the all the rights to be angry. But please, do not hate. It is not good, seriously. You will never be happy as long as there is a feeling of hatred in your heart.


Ah, you see, how disorganised my post is? Oh well, never mind, as long as you get the message. I wrote this because I got to know that someone is being hated by his ex-gf. And that particular someone said to me that he loves her, as a friend and I am pretty sure that the fact that he is being hated bugs him so much. They have been together for 3 years, even if he didn't love her as lovers, he sure does love her as friend alright. She had been there for him no matter what. So, in hoping that this is being read by her, which is kind of a fat hope, oh please, forgive him. He's in the wrong yeah I know. A big one to that matters. You can just go for punching, slapping or kicking his 'friend', but please don't hate. It's much more painful than being stabbed you know. 


Now I'm feeling guilty, yet again.

Sarjana Muda (Kepujian)

Greetings.

Did I get the offer as stated in the title? Oh sorry but no. I didn't even apply for the fast track program. I wasn't and still not interested to burn my half-way journey of getting a diploma, just to earn my degree one semester earlier. It's not worth it, in my opinion. Patience is golden. :)

Well, the thing is. Most of my friends applied for it, and they got the offer, and most of them are going! I think. Well, the recent info that I got is that among my friends, Afiq, Fatma and Aida are going for sure. I also got the news that Mama, Byha and Bay are going as well. Uwaa!! Not to forget, Pija Kecik and Ami are also accepting the offer! Oh my God, I will have no friends in college. T_T

Yes, I know that I will no longer be in the same class as my friends for the next semester. I'll be like a loner in class, yes that's for sure, at least for the first few days. But, the fact that I have friends in another class somehow relieves me, you know. If they are going to further their degree, I will have no friends. Plus, Pija Kecik will also pursue her degree, that means that I won't have anyone to refer to whenever I have any good news or problems!! I always talk to her about anything that excites or bugs me, I always go to her room whenever I feel bored, I always crash in her room when I think I need to stay awake to study and don't think that I'll be able to do it in my room. When she's gone, how will I manage? It's hard for me to be as open as I am with her, though I am not her best friend, but she will always try to be there for me. Without her and Mama around in the wing, oh my God I don't know what will happen to me. T_T

Byha, Mama, Bay, Farah

Me and Pija Kecik

Mama, Kecik, Bay

Blup Blup Co

Oh please, don't go! T_T

Dunia dunia.

Pelik kadang-kadang.

Dulu masa fesyen-fesyen selendang ni baru hot, aku pernah try lilit selendang. Bosan tengok diorg dok lilit ketat-ketat, aku try tak lilit penuh, cukup sekadar tutup leher and then another lilitan tak lekat kat leher, biar ala-ala terjuntai camtu. Pastu tunjuk kat kawan, dia kata, tak nampak kemas, tak lawa. Okay fine.
Tapi sekarang aku tengok ramai je dok buat. Amboi amboi.

Pastu dulu masa kat sekolah, saja letak pin comel-comel kat tudung. Bosan kan asyik tudung putih je. Hamik kau kena gelak ngan member-member. Blergh.
Tapi sekarang, hamboii ramai lagi yang dok buat.


Boo!!



Pelik kan? Haha

Hocus Pocus

Hey all~!

You know this movie, Hocus Pocus. I first watched this movie when I was like, I don't know 8 or 9, maybe, I can't remember, on Channel 5 (Singapore). The 2nd time, I watched it on TV3. Hah. Back when I was a kid, my English was so poor, so I couldn't really it, but yeah I had a rough idea on what the movie is all about back then. Oh not to forget! I found this movie quite scary back then! Haha but now, I couldn't stop laughing watching it. Hehe.

This movie is about 3 witches, who eat on children's souls to stay young and pretty. They were killed back in the 1960's, but somehow came back in 1990's. But they can only live for one Halloween night, so they need to feed on children's soul to stay alive forever. It's funny seeing those witches adapt to the modern days. Of all the three witches, I like Sarah the most, the blonde. She behaved so idiotically. Hahaha.

Nak cari gambar cast lain, tak jumpa pula. Haih malas. Hehe.

I've downloaded the movie! Woot!
From YouTube. Boooo!!

Hahh good times.

Pandai juga berkata-kata.

"Couple macam tisu, senang koyak.

Tunang macam kertas, still boleh koyak.

Kahwin macam kain, ada yang kuat ada yang tak."

by Pakcik Tunjang, 2010

Nak jadi tisu 10 ply, kertas 250gsm, kain yang teballl sangatt, boleh?

9th December 2010

Hey-ho!

Oh, saje tuka "Hello" jadi "Hey-ho". It doesn't mean that I'm calling you guys as ho(whore). Oh tidak! 

Okay now I want to talk about the little gathering that we had on the 9th of December. See, when I say little, yes indeed it is very little, sebab my friends yang ada hanyalah Yan, Has, Pele and Abang. Haha

So, I started the day with a hopeful attempt of knowing my result. Haha. Saja buka student portal mana tau nasib baik kan dia dah keluarkan ke. But oh well, tak bernasib baik. Then, sesi pembaikan semula bermula. About 2 hours lepas tu, I got to know yang result dah leaked out. So I tried again, but nahh, nasib tidak menyebelahi juga. Ouh tidak mengapa.

So then bersiap-siap untuk pergi rumah Yan. At about 1.30 or something, Abang picked us up, Has and I. Okay me and Has or Has and I? I and Has memang sah-sah salah, Has and me betul tak? =_=

Okay, whatever.

After that, arrived at Yan's, few moments later, Aten asked me to drive her to the recycling centre, sort of. She wanted to sell off her books, textbooks, magazines and whatnot. SPM baru habis Rabu, Khamis dah jual buku. Amboiii. Buku teks aku ada lagi kot kat loteng depan bilik nih hah. Back to those books, there were lots of them, and those books weigh at 50kg! They are heavier than me!! In return, the paper uncle gave Aten RM15. Buku banyak-banyak mahal-mahal bila jual dapat RM15 je? Kalau kira-kira jumlah semua buku, kos boleh cecah RM300 at least! Dunia, dunia. 

Then, resting session started. Haha. Dah lepas lepak-lepak semua, Mak Yan balik, baru tau rupanya banyakkkk kerja! Apalah. Oleh disebabkan itu, kami pun mulalah bekerja di dapur. Multi-tasking semuanya. Aku pula kejap pergi sini kejap pergi sana, haha, tak best buat kerja yang sama lama-lama. :P Tapi buat jugalah.

Habis semua, hahh we played badminton! No, they played badminton, I took photos. Very horrible photos. Tak lawa langsung hmph! Adoi. Agak-agak dah nak Maghrib, kami pun masuk untuk mandi.

Malam pun bermula. Hahh mula-mula yang lelaki bakar. Oh start bakar arang pun dah lambat, siap guna dapur gas bagai. Hamboi modern sungguh. Tengah diorang duk sibuk-sibuk bakar arang, aku dah 3 kali ulang alik amik makanan. Hahahaha. Seriously I ate a lot malam tu! Then dah bakar-bakar, somehow the girls pula yang ambil alih. Haha. Aten pulak? She was busy entertaining her friends yang ramai-ramai kat dalam. BBQ session ni pun sebenarnya untuk dia yang dah habis SPM. Baru Rabu habis, Khamis dah celebrate. Eh no. Ni lagi best. Baru pagi Rabu habis paper, malam dah keluar pergi karaoke balik sampai lewat malam. Budak-budak zaman sekarang.

So, that night. Haha. Ntah lah. Even there were not much of my friends, but still I had a good time. Tah apape diorang borak kan. Pastu ada guitar session, which Pele is soooo goooood at it! Hahaha.

So, photos. Hehe. These are not edited. Malas. Buruk pun biarlah. Haha. And only some of them.

Alamak, lupa nak rotate. Alah. Malas nak upload baru, nak upload gamabr sikit punya lama, 1 jam lebih kot! Aduh biar lah. Sorry, pandai-pandailah korang teleng-telengkan kepala ke apa lah ye. :P

Caption pun malas, banyakk sangat. :)

Bye~!

Zivilia - Aishiteru

For those who are having a long-distance relationship, like me.
This is a very sweet song. First heard it in one of my friend's blog. Oh, I regard my followers as my friends.
Happy to know ya! :)


Here are the lyrics and chords for this song.
Just sharing. :)

Aishiteru, love.

A E
Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
F#m
saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
C#m
menantikan kehadiran dirimu
A
entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
E
sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
F#m
hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
E
kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
A
saat kau jauh disana

Chorus
A E
walau raga kita terpisah jauh
F#m
namun hati kita selalu dekat
E
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
A E
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
F#m
terhapus ruang dan waktu
E
percayakan kesetiaan ini
A
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru
*courtesy of Chordlaguindonesia.com
A E
Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
F#m
entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
C#m
dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
A
entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
E
saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
F#m
merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
E
tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
A
apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Chorus
A E
walau raga kita terpisah jauh
F#m
namun hati kita selalu dekat
E
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
A E
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
F#m
terhapus ruang dan waktu
E
percayakan kesetiaan ini
A
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru

Bridge
B G#m
hapus sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
F#
perasaan resah gelisah
E
jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah

B G#m
lupakan segala misi dan ambisimu
F#
akhiri semuanya cukup sampai di sini
E
dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
kumohon kau kembali

Solo : A E F#m E 2x

Japan song : A E F#m D

Chorus
B F#
walau raga kita terpisah jauh
G#m
namun hati kita selalu dekat
F#
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
B F#
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
G#m
terhapus ruang dan waktu
F#
percayakan kesetiaan ini
B
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru
F#
wooou wo wooo
G#m F# B
wooou wo wooo

Result Semester 3

Fuh fuh nak tengok kena tarik nafas dalam-dalam dulu. Mula-mula tengok GPA dulu. Macam, bersyukurr. DL kan? But then, sedih. Sebab DL rendah. T.T
Pastu tengok grade for every subjects. Tengok Law, hah syukurr.
Tengok lain, menghampakan siott. Even if I scored the least for my Law, but grades for my other subjects made me feel even more sad. It's like, urgh.
Bel! Itu paling menyakitkan hati! And tak dapat kekal rekod untuk Far. Blergh.


Oh Brass Band A+ finally~!


In exception for few selected people, soalan berapa pointer, can trigger my anger.

Universal Studios Singapore.

Okay betapa malasnya nak update blog kan.

Went to USS yesterday. Didn't know a thing about that place before, okay rupanya kind of like Genting, but wayy better. Ada rides and all. And ada gak live characters. And ada tempat yang lawa. And ada orang-orang. And ada souvenir shops yang superr mahal. And lagi ada kedai makan pun superr mahal. Ahh okay I'm a bad reviewer. =.=

Nak bagitau satu jee. Rides dia best-best lah. Tapi of all the rides that I've been on yesterday, I like the Revenge of The Mummy the best! It's an indoor roller-coaster, pastu high-speed lagi. Woahh syiokkk!!! Siap ada backwards motion. Fuwahhh. Okay, sekarang dah pandai jerit bila naik roller-coaster, jerit sambil gelak. Hahaha gila kan? Syira kat tepi dah jerit-jerit macam apa dah, takut. LoL Masa dah nak balik tu, terperasan, waiting time tmpt tu 5 minutes je. Nak naik lagi, lagilah single-rider, cepat je lahh sampai depan. Tapi malangnya, rosak pulak. Hmph!!!

Ada a lot of photoss. Ayah yang pegang camera, so haha. =.= Takpelah, tunggu nak naik rides pun lamaa.
Alah, dah malas dah.

Okay bye!