Note to self.

Greetings.

Holidays are ending but I havent' had the time to finish all of my assignments yet. Oh well, I had plenty of time, but hey, name me one student who finishes all of his/her assignments during holidays. It's like almost impossible. Okay, maybe not, but it's impossible for me.

And now, where I'm supposed to fulfill my basic responsibility of being a student, I pandai-pandai go one step further. Finding information for my degree. Well, it was my dream to further studies overseas, and the dream never fade, not even once. It's just that, the process of getting to achieve it is quite hard. Why didn't I nailed my MARA interview 2 years back? Why? Life could have been much easier, but no. Life wants me to achieve my dreams the hard way. 

I'm not complaining for enrolling in my current campus, current program, no. It's such a bliss for me to have been studying there in Segamat. So many things that I've learnt, so many achievement that I've made, so many memories that I've saved and not to forget so many friends that I've met. 

However, I still want to achieve my dream. I can easily get a place to do my degree locally, yes I know that. But, I don't know, I just know that I want to live my dream. And the process of living it is so hard! It's so confusing in getting to know all of the information needed. I need to email several universities to ask about placement, but before that, I need to determine which one of those universities is the best for me. After that, the applying process. And then, getting a scholarship, I don't come from a wealthy family who can support my dream. Not to forget, getting the best result for my diploma. 

Sometimes, I just want to back out from my dream, just pursue my studies here in Malaysia. There's nothing wrong with it right? 

But, sigh. No, I won't quit. I'll never quit from achieving my dream, I am not a quitter.