Pja Sugus

You think you're hurt?

2012-02-02T00:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Greetings.

Sometimes we do feel hurt, or feel down because of words or actions of others. And when we do feel that, we will tend to pull a long face and be quiet of it and expect the others to notice and try to console us. Some other will just forget about it and try to make themselves busy and some will just be alone and try to console themselves.

At least I do all those said above, depends on the situation.

Usually when we feel hurt, we tend to think that we are the victim of the circumstances and visualize and reminisce on all the mishap that we had to endure in life and just assume that we are always the unlucky ones and worst, life is over.

But did it ever occur to us that in the same situation, others were hurt by us first, by our actions and our words, that resulted to the actions and words that made us feel hurt?

Do you get me, or are you confused? If you are confused, just try repeating the sentence slowly, try to improve reading skills. ;P

It never did occur to me until yesterday, where I learnt about this, the hard way.

There was an event last night, I ditched a replacement class after one hour, and excitedly went to the event. When I got there, someone made me feel ignored and changed my mood. I was feeling happy for the first 20 minutes, then my good mood was gone. It was ruined. I bought my cameras, yeah plural, camera with S, hoping to have many shots as memories, but I just took one photo. There goes my day.

To top it all, the person that made me feel moody didn't even try to console me, even though I was clearly wasn't being my usual self, or so I thought. I just sat there playing games on my phone.

Never did it occur to me that it was me who hurt that person's feelings first. I was merely joking and responding like how I usually respond. Never did I know that it was me who ruined the day myself. Serves me right.

What I want to say here is that, you may have feelings, and you may feel hurt. But do remember that others have feelings too, and they may feel hurt too.

So be cautious in your words and actions.

Goodbye!

Happy memory

Ya Allah dah lah gambar jadi tak lawa sebab gelap sangat terpaksa brighten the photo and then upload kat blogger jadi lagi super buruk. Pfft!

I know I am a bad listener, a bad motivator, have issues with my temper and sometimes can be exceptionally violent but please bear with it as I try to improve on 'em. I'm trying, that I can promise you.

Homemade #1 | Scrub

2012-01-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Greetings.

I am now at home, for a few days. Condition muka tak berapa nak memberangsangkan, cari-cari mask, takde. Selongkar fridge, konon nak cari lemon nak buat mask, takde. Stress!

Fikir-fikir balik, ada madu, ada gula. Okay, tukar plan, buat skrub!

The recipe is really simple. You just need sugar, spice and everything nice! HAHA Nah, you will just need sugar and honey. Yeah, just the two of them.

Sugar

Honey

All you need to do is just mix the two of them together, the honey acting like a glue for the sugar to stick together. Well, the sugar is for exfoliating while the honey is to moisturize.

Scrub them all over your face, (for me I used it on my entire body), and rinse. The result, perghhh your skin will feel EXTRA soft! Kalau rajin buat 3 kali seminggu, mesti kulit senantiasa lembut je!

Nanti jadi ala-ala macam ni lah.
Kalau nak lebih liquidy, just lebihkan madu.

I got this recipe years ago, masa zaman-zaman habis SPM dulu. Sangat tidak buat apa-apa, selain kerja, so rajin lah browse for beauty tips. ;P

If you want, boleh buat variation to this scrub, tambah essential oils ke, olive oil ke, lemon ke kalau nak cerahkan kulit, anything! Fret not, it will be safe as semuanya natural kan, and you made it yourself! Takkan lah korang nak tambah petrol pulak kan. Hehe.

Happy trying! ;D

p/s: Photos credit to google!

The outcome of being alone in MITEK 2012

2012-01-14T02:15:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Konon nak ambil gambar orang tebar roti canai, sambil tunggu orang tu sampai. Tapi bila dapat tau orang tu dah pergi tempat lain, terus tak nak ambil gambar dah. Tambah pula malam, pakai speedlight pun tak berapa nak membantu, lagilah malas nak ambil gambar.

Datang sebab nak sokong event Farah, Supper Show!

Haha group ni aneh-aneh.

Tengok! Drama! ;)

Ibang and the gang

Owners d'9adis !

Pengunjung d'9adis

Shawl Attic

They sell the best cookies in MITEK! Woot!!
Today was the last day ;(

Okay that's all.
Tak banyak gambar pun, dah tu banyak yang macam layak masuk longkang ya allah tak berkualiti langsung. LOL
Then terus takde mood nak ambil gambar, simpan kamera dalam beg. -.-
All photos tak edit langsung, dah lah malam, tak berapa pandai buat night shot, tapi boleh lah. -.-
HAHA kesah lagi lawa tak lawa. ;P

Tadi jalan-jalan sorang-sorang bertemankan Rokrok. Sumpah rasa cam loser gila! T_T

Okay bye!

2012 ITU OREN

2012-01-07T23:41:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
Greetings readers!

So, Jo Qusary ada buat contest, a photo contest which combines the element of 2012 and orange, as in the colour orange. Or maybe the fruit oranges? Haha depends on self interpretation maybe.

I'm trying my luck here.

Here goes :

Freshly captured

I know it isn't much, that is an original photo with zero editing. Tak sempat boleh takk kejap lagi due date.

Fuhfuh.

That is one phrase that I want to try to plant in myself, towards happier me, so that I can live my life to the fullest, with no unwanted emotions deep in my heart. Those emotions eat you slowly from deep inside.

Creepy!

Goodbye! ;)

2012-01-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

Tired!

All these emotions sudden changes make me feel fatigue, physically, mentally, emotionally. They make me feel like sleeping, but I can't go to sleep so my head hurts, A LOT.

So right now, I need the old me, one that can be professional in handling life problems, one that knows when to forget and when to drown self into them.

Insecurities suck, big time!

SMK Seri Perling

2012-01-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum

Esok dah hari Rabu, 4 Januari 2012, hari bermulanya sesi persekolahan untuk tahun ini. And esok juga secara official nya adik perempuan aku menjadi seorang pelajar sekolah menengah. Woot woot!

Haih memang tak reti nak pergi sekolah lain ke? Sekolah aku juga yang dia nak masuk. Aku dulu masa sekolah bukan main apply sana sini nak pergi masuk sekolah asrama, which sampai sekarang rasa terkilan tak pernah dapat, nasib baik ada awesome friends. Tapi adik aku ni, hari tu tanya takde apply mana-mana sekolah ke, boleh dia jawab, "tah!" -.-

Tunggu kau dah besar menyesal padan muka.

Eh eh but, my school is awesome! Miahaha except for retarded former schoolmates yang tak reti nak bersyukur boleh pergi sekolah tapi berlagak samseng tak reti reti nak belajar, seronok sekolah tu! Ramai Chinese dalam kelas so 1Malaysia! HAHAHA My classmates semua hebat-hebat boleh takk, the Chinese oh my God hebat! -.-

Boleh dikira top lah di JB, bagi sekolah harian.

Wahaha muka tak rela!

Good luck! Pilih kawan bagi elok-elok, jangan salah pilih, habis rosak hidup nanti. -.- Seriously.
BANGUN AWAL PERGI SEKOLAH!

How did I welcome 2012?

2012-01-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

How did I welcome my new year?
Let's see

Got myself a new haircut, after 3 years, it's now short! T__T
Luckily I look cute. ;)

Something like this but with messy curls

I went shopping few days in a row before reaching the new year
I spent a lot! -.-

Tengah YES kan haritu. Hoho!

Live show half across Malaysia in my bedroom before the count down - THE BEST EVER!

Siap ada microphone tau!

Haha perkara extra gembira perlu ada extra gambar. ;)

Watched the amazing Singaporean's firework with my mother - on television

Seriously, amazing!

Hehe Malaysian punya perlu ada juga. ;)

Go back to campus

Kolej Tercinta!

Former classmates came by to visit us

Aima Syamimi

Afiq Ngasri

Awesome? Maybe not to you, but it is to me. Because I AM AWESOME !

Okay bye, before you guys puke! ;P

Cemburu

2011-12-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Any of you pernah rasa cemburu tak? Mestilah pernah kan? Cemburu apa?

1. Cemburu dengan adik-beradik.

You rasa cemburu dengan any of your siblings, sebab selalu dapat attention parents ataupun orang lain. Maybe adik you super hot and you super loser or abang you super pandai and you super tak berapa nak pandai or or adik you boleh super malas and then tak kena marah and then you tak boleh kena super rajin kalau tak asyik kena marah je or or or you dulu kecil-kecil kalau buat *toot* kena marah and then now your adik buat the exact same thing tak kena marah pun pfftt!
Tipulah kalau dalam hati tak pernah rasa cemburu.

2. Cemburu dengan cousins.

You see your cousins dapat mainan best-best you main congkak je.
Tak pernah ke rasa cemburu?

3. Cemburu dengan kawan-kawan.

Your friends somehow macam senang gila berkawan dengan orang padahal you loser nak bercakap dengan orang pun uhh ahh hmm bye.

4. Cemburu dengan so-called the other half.

Your so-called other half super intelligent or lucky sampai everything dia buat semua a success padahal anything yang you buat tak pernah menjadi, lepas tu menyusahkan orang pula tu. Tak cemburu ke? I think bukan cemburu je, siap rasa tak layak terus dah.

5. Cemburu dengan suami/isteri

Your wife selalu dapat bonus banyak-banyak, senang naik pangkat, gaji lagi tinggi, padahal you yang dah 10 tahun kerja, tak pernah dapat kenaikan gaji, bonus apatah lagi promotion.

6. Cemburu dengan anak-anak. (Ada okay!)

Isteri manjakan anak lebih sikit je, si bapa terus merajuk, lepas tu glare anak-anak dengan mata that says "Why were you bornn?"

7. Cemburu dengan bos.

Your boss selalu dapat credit for everything that the department achieved padahal semua benda tu hasil usaha you all yang orang bawahan ni. Rasa tak nak bunuh dia? HAHA

8. Cemburu dengan colleagues.

You guys are a team, buat kerja sama-sama, stay late sama-sama, perah idea sama-sama, tapi tiba-tiba at the end of the year, bonus dia lebih banyak, to top it all, dia dapat promotion tapi you stay the same. Miahahhaa tak jealous ke?

9. Cemburu dengan total stranger.

That total stranger ada body hot tapi you dah macam nangka busuk. Or, your other half bukan main seronok komen-komen kat fb dengan orang lain padahal at the same time you hantar komen dia tak balas pun. Rasa macam pfffttt kan?

Haha sebenarnya banyak lagi. Itu cuma contoh, banyak lagi contoh-contoh lain yang you all boleh fikir or alami. Kadang-kadang, dengan binatang pun orang boleh rasa cemburu tau.

Bagus ke tak rasa cemburu ni? Actually ada baik ada buruknya. Kalau kita rasa cemburu, somehow the inner self akan develop rasa daya saing, which is very good, but can be turned out bad if the feel of competitiveness tu overload which boleh membawa kepada kedengkian. Hah that is a big NO NO!

Rasa cemburu ini pun sebenarnya tanda sayang (cliche' I know) which is good lah because you know kalau someone cemburu, maksudnya dia sayangkan you. TAPI, kalau dah semua pun nak cemburu, lemaklah. Boleh jadi gaduh besar. Miahahaha

But I don't know, bosan juga kalau rasa cemburu, lagi-lagi bila rasa cemburu and then merajuk, lepas tu orang tak pujuk pun. Wahahahaha rasa cam sakit hati, tapi bosan. HAHA

Whatever it is, cemburu tu boleh, tapi berpada-pada. Janganlah cemburu buta. ;)

p/s : Pernah tak korang rasa cemburu tengok orang lain mengamalkan amal makruf nahi mungkar?

23:59

2011-12-30T12:28:00.003+08:00

Greetings.

Yesterday I went to the movies with Has, Abang and Pizan to watch 23:59. I prefer Sherlock Holmes actually but we somehow couldn't make it on time so 23:59 it was.

It's a Singaporean horror movie. They are all recruits who were going through National Service for 2 years in one island in Singapore. The movie started out with one recruit *Iforgothisname* who loves to tell ghost stories of the camp to other recruits. And there is another recruit, Tan who was so afraid of the stories and somehow he himself has mystical mystery that he has to suffer too. His best friend, Jeremy who doesn't believe in supernatural always convinces Tan that he is just having a wild imagination. Until then, during their final road march, Tan was found dead. Overwhelmed with guilt, Jeremy then have always dreamt of Tan, and slowly, the mystery began to unfold.

I know i know, the summary was blergh, but yeah that will somehow give you a bit of an idea about what the movies is all about. The storyline was quite nice, as compared to local horror movies which somehow have the same concept, this is rather new and interesting.

Miahahaha it's funny because I love to watch horror movies but I get scared watching them. I think I'm an expert in knowing when is the "I-almost-had-my-heartbeat-stopped" parts. And then I annoy those who sit beside me and ask, "What? What? What happened?"

LOL

Okay nak tengok Sherlock Holmes 2! Eh tapi movie first tak tengok pun. ;P

Short post

2011-11-27T01:10:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

Currently I am in Ipoh, or maybe Gopeng, or Simpang Pulai, argh I don't know the exact location of this place. What do I know is that I am in Perak, that's for sure.

My mother has some work to do here, so everyone just tagged along, except my brother. And then tomorrow maybe we're going to Cameron Highlands or maybe Lost World of Tambun. Not quite sure yet, we'll see.

Pergi semua tempat dalam satu hari boleh?

Sini pun best, dekat je dengan tempat sekarang.

It's been awhile since our last vacation.

Okay good night!

p/s : Ikie went to Kuantan. I want to go there too!! T___T

New semester, new room

2011-11-24T12:46:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

New semester has started. This semester, there is one major change for me, which is that I have to change my room. I was so used to my old room, SAB 110C, dah 5 semester kot duduk bilik yang sama. Baru ingat nak buat rekod, sepanjang diploma tak pernah tukar bilik. But unexpectedly, this semester, my final semester, terpaksa tukar bilik. SAB 010C! Wing bawah wing lama, Ground floor!

Sumpah tak suka! Sebab-sebab tak suka :

1. Tandas ada 2 set sahaja!
Aku ni dah lah sensitip bab tandas, so dah sangat terbiasa dengan tandas wing lama. Seriously, aku sekarang kalau nak mandi ke pergi buang air ke, sanggup naik wing atas. Guna yang bawah kalau untuk ambil wudhu, basuh baju basuh muka je.

2. Bilik bawah banyak binatang masuk.
Dah nama bilik bawah, so segala serangga serangga memang banyak kat bawah ni. Dulu bilik atas pun penuh dengan serangga malam-malam, inikan pula sekarang. Nanti esok pagi, semua mati and then penuh atas lantai and then berhabuk and then aku yang sakit. T__T

3. Privasi
Wing bawah ni wing pendek. Kalau orang datang parking bawah kolej, boleh nampak wing ni. Keluar bilik je boleh nampak orang luar. Apalah sungguh tak privasi. And then dekat tingkap kadang-kadang orang lalu. Buka tingkap orang luar boleh nampak dalam bilik. SANGAT TAK SUKA! And, aku suka buka pintu bilik, so bila bilik bawah sangat aneh kalau buka pintu bilik. Rasa macam bahaya pulak. T_T Eh tapi aku buka juga kadang-kadang. Nak pergi tandas orang boleh tengok, tak boleh berkemban dah.

4. Wingmates.
Dulu lepas Mama and Pja Kecik pindah, aku rasa cam loner kat wing. Tapi masa tu bergaul lah dengan junior-junior baru. Sekarang kira macam dah geng lah dengan diorang. So, bila tercampak ke bawah yang wingmate takde sorang pun yang geng, takat acquaintaces je semua, rasa sangat sedih. Pulak sekarang wing lama ramai member, perghhh!!

5. Internet Connection
Bilik bawah ni dah lah wifi student lambat, broadband coverage takde. Bayangkan macam mana aku nak online? Memang sekarang dah jarang on laptop. Itu yang sampai sekarang baru nak tulis blog. Aku ni dah lah pelik, time tak berapa boleh nak online time tu banyak benda rasa nak tulis kat blog. Time kat rumah senang lenang tak de pun. Haiyoo

Sedih tak sedih? T___T

Cuma satu je yang seronok duduk bilik bawah ni, cepat sampai bilik, tak payah naik tangga.

Okay, class time.

Good bye!

rokok dan kopiah by matluthfi

2011-11-19T01:00:00.001+08:00

Yes, faith and rationality do come in package. They just can't stand alone.

Watching this video just reminds me of my late aunt, she was just like Syafiq in the video. ;(

p/s : Matluthfi memang betul-betul merokok ke? ;(

Semester Break - Genting Highlands!

2011-11-18T02:30:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

This semester break, was to me, a bit dull in the first place since I don't have my 'kawan-lepak-bila-cuti-semester' around. Yan is in Ireland, finally after what, 2 years of doing preparation program?, Aten is in Egypt, Has is in Bandar Penawar. So I'm left with no one, terperap kat rumah nampaknya.

So so out of a blue moon, saja ajak Byha pergi Genting, and she agreed! And to my surprise my parents pun agreed to let me go! Voila, great semester break very great!

So we went there last week, the original plan was to keep it a low-budgeted vacation, guna public transport je. Tapi tah macam mana boleh ternaik kereta, so itu budget ada sikit up juga. Oh well, never mind, since kami pun tidur di budget hotel sahaja. ;D

And originally I planned to go on Wednesday, ya know to keep away from the long queue but somehow we dragged the time so last-last pergi hari Sabtu.

Well, here are some photos.

Ikie's try at night shots.

After Corkscrew. Haha I hate the feeling of hilang perut!

Byha & Asyree

Ahmad Fikri

Moi!

Ikie & Asyree on the Spaceshot!
Aku mampu naik sekali je, sebab siang ramai sungguh manusia!
This time diorang naik dah 2nd round, tak sanggup nak naik benda ni malam-malam.

I was surprised that I still have the chills that you get before going on those thrill rides. I thought after USS I'll never going to have those chills again. Battlestar Galactica, it was like the biggest roller-coaster I've ever been on, sangat tinggi nak mamp pastu turun siap masuk bawah tanah lagi! -.- And The Mummy's Adventure, an indoor roller-coaster yang gelap kau tak nampak apa. I like this the best, sanggup masuk sorang-sorang main sebab best sangat!

One thing about me, I don't like the feel of losing my tummy. You know, the feel in your stomach when you are falling down, yeah that feel. So, naik lah tinggi mana pun pusing lah laju mana pun, I don't freaking mind, just aku benci bila nak turun tuh. Perghhh geli kat perut memang tak boleh blah lahh!!

Oh I just miss the Mummy Ride! And Battlestar Galactica! O.O

Oh whatever it is. Thank you so much guys for the great holiday!
And to you Mr Mine, thanks for all the fun! ;)

Bila bersama suka hati,
Lain kali jom pergi lagi!

Hehehe~

Oh highlight! Aku dah makin pandai main camera setting! Hurrah for me!! ;)

Berita lapuk zaman tok kaduk punya - KARISMA 2011 Taekwondo UiTM Johor

2011-11-18T02:14:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

This post is created by Pja. ;)

Originally I wrote this for our club's blog, but hey since I was the one who wrote it, I might as well publish it here too, since this blog had been idle for quite some time. ;P

Well, we have improved in KARISMA 2011 as compared to KARISMA 2010. To top it all, we finally had achieved gold medal, which had been longed for since, I don't know, forever maybe? Kudos to those who earned the gold medal, you had made the team proud. Woot! Not to forget to those who had achieve silver and bronze, well done!

And for those who didn't manage to obtain anything (that includes me! T_T), never mind. There will be a whole load of other opportunities in the near future. Just don't ever give up and continue to join the team, someday you will have your chance in obtaining your own medals! ;)

Okay.

Poomsae

Individual Male

Bronze - Mohamad Khidir

Bronze

Double Male :

Gold - Mohamad Khidir & Zulfadli

Bronze - Hafizzuddin & Azlan Shah

Gold

Bronze

Group Male

Gold - Mohamad Khidir + Hafizzuddin + Zulfadli

Gold

Double Female

Silver - Aliana & Nur Syafiqah

Silver

Group Female :
Silver - Aliana + Nur Syafiqah + Nur Aisyah

Silver

Kyorugi (Sparring)

Female Finn Weight
Bronze - Nurul Lyana

Bronze Finn Female

Welter Weight Female
Silver - Farhan Sofea

Silver Welter Female

Welter Weight Male

Gold - Ahmad Fikri

Gold Welter Male

Middle Weight Female
Silver - Nur Aqilah

Silver Middle Female

Heavy Weight Female
Silver - Aqilah

Silver Heavy Female

Heavy Weight Male

Bronze - Mohamad Amin

Bronze Heavy Male

So, in total, our team did manage to get 3 gold medals, 4 silver medals and 5 bronze medals. That sums up to 12 medals, an improvement as compared to 8 medals that we achieved last year.

What the inner me is screaming about all the time!

2011-11-17T03:03:00.001+08:00

Wasted opportunity! T_T

Arghh rindunya rindunya nak lawan-lawan nak tendang tendang nak belajar skills yang supposedly sekarang tak payah belajar sebab sepatutnya dah master tapi tak pandai pandai jugak.

Nak jadi hebat hebat macam orang yang pergi Sukan Sea tu arghh bilalah agaknya?

Aku ni teori hebat, praktikal hancur! Why must I be that kind of person? Why oh why?? ;(

I did manage to do a quite perfect side split,

Ikie did get a gold medal,

a junior did impress the team,

so nothing is impossible right?

FIGHTING!

PJA HEBAT PJA BOLEH!!!

I shall be the first athlete that isn't physically normal but can do things like normal athlete can. Woottt!!!

Tapi malas training, boleh? HAHA

Just some random questions

2011-11-15T19:30:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

I noticed that Syima had tagged for a survey weeks ago, but I was just not in the mood in making any blog posts. This blog had been idle for about what, 1 month? 2 months? Oh my~

Well, here goes nothing. ;)

- RULES -

• No tag back !

• You must post these rules

• Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her

• You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post

• Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal

• Answer the question the tagger set for you in their post. And create new eleven question for the people you tagged to answer

ok mari mula:

11 perkara tentang diri saya..

1. I am a girl or a woman or a female depends on how you look at me

2. I'm the eldest

3. I LOVE TAEKWONDO

4. I play music instruments, decently

5. Clinically, I'm allergic to dust mites which can be found in bed and books ;(

6. I'm also clinically allergic to chicken and nuts but I feel fine eating them

7. I ADORE CATS but I'll get sick if I make contact with them but hey whatever I still love them!

8. My dream is to be a young mother, hot sexy mama! HAHA

9. I once had considered to be pursuing my studies in Photography

10. I am one person who is good with numbers

11. I like to observe, analyse and keep the analysis to myself. Favourite subject: People's behaviour.

11 soalan untuk dijawab

1. dalam dunia ni, siapa orang yang paling anda sayang?

Tough choice, mother. No, family and I.

2. anda suka makan apa?

Pasta!

3. bila anda bakal mendirikan rumah tangga?

I used to dream of getting married when I'm 24, but now any sooner than that is totally fine with me! ;)

4. ciri ciri suami/isteri yang anda idamkan?

One that understands me but at the same time guide me,

one that possess great quality to be a great father to my children

5. kalau anda ada doraemon apa benda pertama yang anda akan minta?

Mesin masa!

6. nyatakan movie yang paling hebat yang pernah anda tonton?

Harry Potter Trilogy!

7. nyatakan sesuatu yang unik pasal diri anda?

I am not exactly normal, physical wise, yet I can do stuffs that normal people do, or maybe more, with just little restriction with my balance.

And heels are my sport shoes! ;)

8. adakah anda pernah jatuh cinta? seronok ke?

Yes and falling in love is so much fun! FALLING in love.

9. anda pernah di permalukan? bagaimana?

I think so, but I can't remember.

10. sudi tak jalan jalan ke blog saya lagi ?

HAHA MESTILAH SUDI

11. kenapa anda sanggup menjawab semua pertanyaan saya?

I just feel bad if I don't. Dah lah dah lama kau tag aku ni Syima

My questions for you? None. And I don't feel like tagging anyone. So if you readers want to do this, Just copy and answer the questions that I answered. Hehe I'm lazy, so sue me! ;P

Namewee, kalau tak puas hati, memang kena buat macam ni

2011-09-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

Bukan Nasi Lemak 2.0, soalnya Namewee...

Oleh Fauziah Arof

MELIHAT reaksi orang ramai mengenai filem sulung arahan Namewee, Nasi Lemak 2.0 yang dikatakan mereka sebagai sebuah filem ‘komedi sosial’ yang baik lagi menghiburkan, ia tidak sedikit pun menarik minat saya untuk menonton filem tersebut.

Jika diberi tiket percuma pun, saya tidak mahu menonton filem ini, walaupun dibarisi oleh nama-nama selebriti handal yang saya kagumi seperti Afdlin Shauki, Datuk David Arumugam dan Adibah Noor, apatah lagi melanggannya di Astro First apabila filem itu habis ditayangkan kelak.

Sebabnya, bukan kerana filem Nasi Lemak 2.0. Tetapi kerana si pengarah dan penulis skripnya yang banyak mengguris hati rakyat Malaysia sebelum ini.

Tentu kita belum dapat melupakan lagi, pemuda yang berasal dari Johor ini pernah dengan lagu Negarakuku, memperlekeh negara dan menghina wanita Islam bertudung dan azan subuh.

Selepas itu, dia atau nama sebenarnya Wee Meng Chee buat hal lagi dengan menghina TNB dan dalam lagu bertajuk Kawanku menghina Melayu dengan lirik ‘Melayu Balik Hutan Jadi Sakai’.

Dan ada lagi, dia membuat satu lagi klip video yang menghina Guru Besar dan Kementerian Pelajaran dengan perkataan-perkataan lucah.

Sekarang, Namewee melalui Nasi Lemak 2.0 pula menyifatkan, filem lakonannya itu adalah aspirasi 1Malaysia, yang melambangkan penyatuan dan perpaduan kaum di negara ini.

Alahai, dia pula bercakap pasal 1Malaysia. Adakah anak muda ini sedar, bukankah perpaduan di negara ini dipupuk dengan cara kita menghormati setiap kaum yang ada. Bukan dengan menghina dan memperlekehkan sesuatu kaum dan negaranya seperti yang disiarkan di YouTube.

Namun ‘perjalanan seni’ anak muda ini boleh disifatkan luar biasa, kerana setelah apa yang dilakukannya, peliknya dia masih diberi peluang berjumpa seorang menteri, dan tiada tindakan yang diambil terhadapnya.

Dan dia yang banyak ‘diberi muka’ ini juga dengan yakinnya mahu berjumpa Perdana Menteri, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak pula untuk menyokongnya berkarya atas nama 1Malaysia.

Siapa dia Namewee ini, apa keistimewaan dan kekebalannya? Jawapannya, lelaki ini telah menyakiti hati ramai orang terutamanya orang Melayu dan umat Islam di negara ini.

Seperti yang ditegaskan, saya tiada masalah dengan filem Nasi Lemak 2.0. Saya menyokong filem tempatan dan tidak kisah mengeluarkan wang menonton filem Melayu di pawagam.

Apabila memperkatakan tentang filem berunsurkan 1Malaysia, bukan filem Nasi Lemak 2.0 sahaja mempunyai aspirasi ini. Saya juga telah menonton filem Estet di pawagam.

Estet arahan Mamat Khalid ini menggabungkan kehidupan semua kaum di negara ini yang saling hormat-menghormati dan membantu antara satu sama lain dalam sebuah kampung.

Dan saudara Mamat kita ini, tidak heboh pun dengan mengangkat filem tersebut sebagai filem 1Malaysia!

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That's the article that provokes the anger of Namewee. It's taken from here.

And this is the response video of Namewee.

What breaks my heart here is that, orang sekarang, even tinggi mana belajar pun, tak pandai dah nak berkalis dalam

menyampaikan idea or tentangan. Tak boleh ke dia buat in a more proper way? Cakap dengan lebih polite, itu lagi menusuk hati kot.

I'm not saying that the reporter is right. Yes she is wrong to have written that article in a national newspaper. If it is wrote in a blog, boleh lagi lah, tapi tulis dekat surat khabar, salah tu. However I do agree with her. Isn't it ironic when someone who had once, no, many times, caused ruckus sebab mempermainkan lagu kebangsaan, menunjukkan morality yang rendah, menghina kaum lain, menunjukkan racism diri, buat satu movie yang berkonsepkan 1Malaysia. What the reporter is trying to say that dia tak sanggup nak terima yang this guy, yang dah banyak kali guris hati Malaysia, hati penduduk Malaysia, buat movie yang macam contradict dengan personaliti dia.

Not one in the article yang menunjukkan dia condemn movie tu. Title pun dah terang-terang tulis, "Bukan Nasi Lemak 2.0, soalnya Namewee." She has an issue with the director, not the movie.

Yang si Namewee tah kenapa melatah tak tentu pasal gebang marah-marah cakap reporter tak belajar bodoh tak reti nak tengok dulu baru komen movie. It's like, oh my God, dia tak faham ke artikel tu nak sampaikan apa? Dengan the way dia convey his anger in a very vulgar way, yes, he censored all the cursing words, but dia fikir orang tak tau ke? Even budak sekolah rendah pun faham apa dia cakap.

You see, how corrupted people of this nation is? Even primary school students pun sekarang pandai mencarut.

And the people who supported this guy, they are just the same. They worship him, konon namewee ni otai, cakap main lepas tak takut apa. Can you see how low is that? The video is on YouTube, where anybody in the has access to. This is what you guys want people from other regions see how we are? How bad is our attitude? How bad is our language? Not to mention those who dropped comments with severe grammar mistakes. It's like, very depressing.

Actually, I don't really blame namewee. If I was in his place, I will be so angry, maybe agitated. But I am highly sure that I won't convey my anger in a way that is similar to him. Mencarut? Mungkin, cuma dalam hati, ataupun di tempat yang tiada orang boleh witness, contoh kat rumah ke. Tak perlu lah make it public. It is very shameful, macam menjatuhkan maruah sendiri. Dari situ boleh nampak dah tahap kesopanan dan kesusilaan seseorang.

I am very dissapointed right now. Mungkin, ramai yang on my side, cuma tak ramai yang comment on the video. Tapi, ramai juga yang sokong namewee, sokong CARA namewee.

Macam mana negara nak maju kalau pemikiran rakyat kolot, tak pernah nak berfikir menggunakan akal, hanya mengikut hati dan perasaan yang tidak stabil.

Btw, disclaimer. I AM JUST NOT HAPPY WITH NAMEWEE'S WAY OF RESPONDING TO THE ARTICLE.
Just in case, there are people who don't get what I mean.

Some knowledge that may seem trivial, but very beneficial to us.

2011-09-28T15:59:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

Tujuh kalimat yg harus dbiasakan.

1.Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim

Setiap kali hendak melakukan sesuatu.

2.Alhamdulillah

Setiap kali habis melakukan sesuatu.

3.Astaghfirullah

jika melakukan sesuatu yg buruk.

4.Insya Allah
jika ingin melakukan sesuatu pada masa yang akan datang.

5.Laa hawla walaaquwwata illaah billaah

bila tidak bisa melakukan sesuatu yang agak berat/melihat hal yang buruk.

6.Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rojiun

jika melihat/menghadapi musibah.

7.Lailaha illallah

bacalah siang & malam sebanyak2nya.

Rasulullah bersabda
"Barang siapa yang menyampaikan 1 (satu) ilmu saja dan ada orang yg mengamalkan, maka walaupun yang

menyampaikan sudah tiada (meninggal dunia), dia akan tetap memperoleh pahala.

InsyaAllah

Source from unknown.

There is no harm in sharing a good thing.

Patutlah tekak haus je, bibir kering je, kering daripada zikir.

Hope this may do some good to you.
;)

WW #2

2011-09-28T15:21:00.002+08:00

A hair cut

Mini facial - (in a car, in the middle of parking lot)

Oh my, what do we have here?

A guy's beauty therapy.

;)

WW #1

2011-09-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

A gift, from him. Late birthday gift I presume. Or maybe not. Anyhow, love it!

Hope it will be good under my care.

<3<3<3

“Duit Raya RM1000 dari Blog Denaihati 2011”

2011-08-28T07:54:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

So there is this contest contest held by Denaihati. The task is simple, yet very torturing. All you have to do is read one post, and then you read another post related to it, and read another post, and read again and again and again until the post is no more related. Get me? Haha! You have to read the terms & conditions yourself then only you'll be able to get me. I think. ;)

I have seen so many contests, mostly requires us to take photos and upload 'em. I don't really fancy it, because, I don't know, am not quite confident maybe, even though I came across a contest which the prize was a camera or something. O.O But this one is different, it requires us to read, so it's very much unique. So I decided to join!

Oh well, click this link if you want to know more about it.

But the main attraction is that, the prize is worth RM 1000 for 10 lucky winners, is I'm not mistaken. So, yeah, need the cash. ;P

Duit Raya for GRABS!!

Well, withour any further ado, here is the list, a total of 10 posts. This is my limit, can't stand the torture no more. T_T

1. Misteri FIFA #worldcup 2010 siapa yang terkena

2. How Google Works – menarik untuk diketahui

3. Hand of GOD Luis Suarez bawa Uruguay Juara #Worldcup 2010?

4. FIFA #worldcup 2010 : Jabulani, Vuvuzela memihak Netherlands untuk ke Final

5. Fifa worldcup 2010 final : Aku pilih Netherlands

6. FIFA #Worldcup 2010,#Astrobplayer dan TV LCD 42″ ada apa dengannya?

7. FIFA #Worldcup 2010 pilih pasukan juara ANDA sekarang

8. Sepanyol Juara Fifa worldcup 2010 menang RM1250

9. FIFA World Cup 2010 demam BOLA bermula

10. Video Robert Green yang mengecewakan peminat England seluruh dunia

Phew, that is all that I can do. Tak mampu dah. o.0
Will this be sufficient? I hope so. I have done my best. Harap-harap takde salah.
Kalau ada rezeki, adalah. ;)

Guys, please do join. Tapi tak tau pula bila contest ni habis. Hmmm.

Wish me luck! ;)

Hesitation - The one thing that will always be in your way

2011-08-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

I've read a very inspiring article just now, "The Right Step Hijab - Do Not Hesitate!"

It is true, about what is being said in the article. How we, hesitate on wearing it. I was hesitating back then, and I still am now, hesitating. Only God knows when will I stop to hesitate.

Never mind that.

What I want to highlight here is that, the evilness of hesitation itself. People usually hesitate when they are in doubt, whenever they want to do something, they will in any way, hesitate. This is really not good and unhealthy, literally.

Why do I say that?

Because hesitation will only stops you from doing your best. Imagine you are in an interview session for your first job, and whenever questions are being asked, you are hesitating in answering them. What does it means? LACK OF CONFIDENCE! And you'll sure to flunk that interview.

And imagine again, you are a soldier, in the middle of a war, and you are stucked in a situation where quick decision needs to be made. And is you hesitate even for a seconds, many LIVES WILL BE LOST.

In a situation where you want to quit smoking, but if you hesitate, what will happen? You will continue to risk not just your health, but also those who are close to you.

There are just so many situations where hesitation is never needed, because if it exists even for seconds, things will go and continue to be bad.

Yes yes, we are nothing but humans, never escaped from making mistakes. But hey, we can reduce them right? No one is perfect, but we can try be perfect. No harm in that right?

So dear people, please, have a strong faith, will, stand, principles, whatever. Please, never hesitate if you know that you are in the right track.

;)

GOOD LUCK!

How to change?

2011-08-09T00:30:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

It's funny when it's so hard for us to change for the better, while it's so easy for us to change for the worse. And how sometimes our hard work is finally down the drain whenever we go back to being the old us, when we had tried so hard to change. Can you get me? I'm sure those who are in the phase of changing, would easily feel me.

See how beautiful it is after changing

When we want to change, there are so many factors that need to be considered. Internal environment, external environment, past, present, future, everything! Sometimes, we choose not to change when we think we are done evaluating and the final answer is to, remain.

However, I do feel that, the main thing that we need to consider is, the future. The future that is eternal, the future that is sure to come, just the matter of time. All in all, in the changing process, it will all come back to one, your heart. If your heart wants to change, you will. Be it to the better, or to the worse. It all depends on your heart. Your heart is the most precious thing in your life, because in your heart, there is one element that will affect everything, that is FAITH.

But then again, as I said earlier, it is so hard to change. Given poor determination, one will fall. However, with a great one, you'll be surprised of the outcome. And I do believe that praying is the best solution.

Insya-Allah.

Support us. ;)

A side, unknown to many.

2011-07-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Today, I would like to share a video, that I had wanted to share a long time ago. It was so hard uploading videos, so I finally opted to upload the video on Youtube.

Here is the video of Uncle playing More Than Words.

Well, that's him, goofing around with the guitar. I just love it when he plays the guitar, and sings. But he rarely sings, he thinks that his voice is awful. On the other hand, I find his voice is quite soothing.

This man right here, is very shy. He rarely speaks his mind in front of people that he's not used to. Usually, I am the one who had to speak on behalf of him. He has a lot of ideas, a very unique opinion, yes, he really does. But he usually kept them to himself and I am the one who usually need to speak on behalf of him.

And because of the shyness that he has, had made me so special, to be able to know this side of him. A side that only I can see, and maybe to a few lucky people as well.

Winks. ;)

Jangan marah okay? ;P

Tetiba ada gambar sendiri. Oh well.

Goodbye~! ;)

Note to self.

2011-07-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Holidays are ending but I havent' had the time to finish all of my assignments yet. Oh well, I had plenty of time, but hey, name me one student who finishes all of his/her assignments during holidays. It's like almost impossible. Okay, maybe not, but it's impossible for me.

And now, where I'm supposed to fulfill my basic responsibility of being a student, I pandai-pandai go one step further. Finding information for my degree. Well, it was my dream to further studies overseas, and the dream never fade, not even once. It's just that, the process of getting to achieve it is quite hard. Why didn't I nailed my MARA interview 2 years back? Why? Life could have been much easier, but no. Life wants me to achieve my dreams the hard way.

I'm not complaining for enrolling in my current campus, current program, no. It's such a bliss for me to have been studying there in Segamat. So many things that I've learnt, so many achievement that I've made, so many memories that I've saved and not to forget so many friends that I've met.

However, I still want to achieve my dream. I can easily get a place to do my degree locally, yes I know that. But, I don't know, I just know that I want to live my dream. And the process of living it is so hard! It's so confusing in getting to know all of the information needed. I need to email several universities to ask about placement, but before that, I need to determine which one of those universities is the best for me. After that, the applying process. And then, getting a scholarship, I don't come from a wealthy family who can support my dream. Not to forget, getting the best result for my diploma.

Sometimes, I just want to back out from my dream, just pursue my studies here in Malaysia. There's nothing wrong with it right?

But, sigh. No, I won't quit. I'll never quit from achieving my dream, I am not a quitter.

Iskandar Puteri Heritage Race 2011

2011-07-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

Greetings.

Do you know what is Iskandar Puteri Heritage Race 2011?

Iskandar Regional Development Authority (IRDA) is organising the Iskandar Puteri Heritage Race in conjunction with the JB Arts Festival from 1-7 pm, Saturday, 9th of July 2011.

The race, which is similar to a treasure hunt, will take place around the JB city centre while exploring the Iskandar Puteri Johor Heritage Trail.

In the 1Malaysia spirit to celebrate cultural diversity, the theme of the Heritage Race is Racial Unity and Harmony, where teams are strongly encouraged to include at least one (1) other member of another race.

Prizes may be awarded to most racially diverse team.

Copied that from facebook event.

Obviously I didn't know what the race is all about until just now. All that I know was that, the first prize is of RM1,000. It's cash, cold hard cash. We need cash, I need cash. $.$ So, I just agreed straightaway agreed when Yan asked me to join the race. So, together, Yan, Has and I made a team with the name of, The Witty Fools.

I didn't know any of the rules & regulations and whatnot until few hours before the race is about to start.

Well, there aren't much rules anyways. Basically, in order to win, you don't need to be the fastest, but you have got to be the smartest. You get what I mean? You don't need to finish first, but you need to finish it correctly.

Well, we were given about 30 (am I right?) questions and the answers are on the signboards that are located on the streets of Johor Bahru. And there were 10 bonus questions and we had to figure out riddles of 5 treasures that need to be bought and handed over after finishing the race.

All that I know is that we only had 4 wrong answers out of the 30 questions, 1 wrong treasure but I'm pretty sure it can be debatable, but oh well, and 2 wrong answers in the bonus questions. There is one question that is so hard that no one did manage to get the right answer. Want to know what's the answer?

It's "No one understands this question?"

The question was designed for geniuses. Do we look like geniuses to you Mr. Organizer? >.>

Oh oh and there is one riddle question that is so hard that only two groups managed to figure it out. And our group is one of them! Woohoo~! We are smart that is. Yay~!!

Oh and it was a shaver anyway. Brand name Gillette Plus something like that, with the colour blue.

So, all in all, we managed to nail the 6th place. I was shocked. I didn't see it coming, I was hoping to win, but seriously I didn't expect us to win, because it seemed that almost all managed to get the answers right.

But, our aim was the cash. So, we somehow had a mixture of feelings, it's between happy but unsatisfied. LOL

So, we got a hamper full of junk foods, RM40 Touch'n'Go Rebates, 2 days 1 night stay in Palm Resort & BBQ Dinner in Pulai Spring.

Quite okay, but no cash. Me want cash, I need cash. I want cash! T.T

Here are some photos.

Me, Has, with Bukit Timbalan as the background.

At first, we were told to go there wearing this white t-shirt for registration. So, we thought that we will have to race wearing this t-shirt.

Yan, registering.

Registration people.

But then, upon registration, we were told that we were to change to another t-shirt. What a joke. We had just worn that white t-shirt for about 10 minutes, and then had to change. And to a YELLOW t-shirt.

A YELLOW t-shirt on Saturday, 9th of July 2011, in Malaysia. Ironic. I think it's some kind of a joke made by the organizer. HAHA. But the paranoids would think that it's some kind of conspiracy by the organizer to indirectly influence us, the participants to support the "thing". Now now, but I am not one of those people who think that everything in this world a conspiracy, so yeah, I would still stick with the joke.

CLEAN alert. LOL

The Trio~

Does it look like a Perhimpunan BERSIH to you?

Us, again! We are no 36, with the name of, The Witty Fools!

Here are some photos during the race, well, only on the early part of the race. After that,I got focused on the questions, so yeah, had no time to take photos. Plus, those two had threatened to throw away my camera. Geez. I took their photos lah! Bluek.

These two.

See this heritage trail? It's all over the path of our route.

Yan, the same pose from behind. =.=

Okay, that's it. Now, the closing ceremony. I had taken photos of some of the winner, but nah, I don't have the mood to upload them so let the photos be exiled in my hard disk.

There are 15 main prizes & 5 special prizes.

The special prizes include,

The Fastest Team
The Slowest Team
Multi-Racial Team
Funniest Answers Team
Unique Team Name

So, we nailed No 6 as I've mentioned earlier.

See the mixture of feelings? LOL

And here is the photo of the main prize winner. They are one lucky team! Well, they look like they are 20-ish guys, who have just started working.

Lucky, tsk! ;(

And to the emcee, You the man, Saidan!

Glad to had teamed up with the girls. Together, we are brilliant! ;)

We're going to use the vouchers in the next 2 weeks, so yay!! Free accommodation, free breakfast, free dinner! Woot~!!

Oh, and credit to Mr. Google. We got most of the information from Google. Mostly translation,a few quite hard info and ambiguous riddles. Yan was googling all the time! LOL

What a day, what a memory, what a knowledge. ;D

I really recommend you guys to have a look at this.

"Explore Johor Treasure Hunt"

It's another treasure hunt, but this time, you drive, all the way from Johor Bahru up until Mersing. It should be fun! We wanted to join, but the entrance fees made us said, 'Never Mind~'. But oh well, if you get at least the consolation prize, you'll get the capital back. Now, join it! It's a great bonding moments, and you'll have lots of sweet memories. Oh, and don't forget you'll get a chance of winning RM 4,000. Who knows, you might be lucky. ;)

I'm done, till next time, toodles~!! ;)

p/s : I'm so tanning from day to day. tsktsk T.T

Taking a weekend off.

2011-06-24T09:24:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Off lah sangat. I'm going to Bukit Jalil today, training sessions with the national coach and national team. My coach says that the national coach is quite grumpy during training. Scaryy muchh!!!

Hopefully I won't be scolded, as, you see, I am limited in my skills. T.T

Wish us luck!!

*Training je punnnn* -.-

It's June 23rd !

2011-06-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

June 23rd~!!!

The birth date of my one and only, Nur Hasliza Muhtar! (Tetiba aku rasa macam lover kau pula tulis camni.)

Weehoo~~
Dah tua dah tua! ;P

Happy birthday Has!! I'm so sorry I couldn't go back to JB this weekend. Ada training Taekwondo di Bukit Jalil, bersama national coach and athletes. I really want to go, even though aku tau aku ni tak setanding dengan mereka-mereka, but yeah I wouldn't want to miss the chance. T.T

Am so so so sorryy!

Whatever it is, have fun with the rest of the friends in JB. Just do not forget about me! Tau! Siapa lupa aku karate. Hmph!

Oh and please, kurangkan sikit kau punya obsession terhadap Korean artists. -.- It's weird ya knowwww -.-

2011-06-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, the heart cries while reminiscing the past. Thinking back of those that had been done, the irreversible. But, there is no sign of stopping.

And the cycle goes on.

Why is it so hard to stop?

And again dear readers, you have to look before you leap.

Bersyukur itu penting

2011-06-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Band 4 again for my MUET. -.-

Well, now, from here, boleh nampak yang aku ni sebenarnya kena belajar untuk bersyukur. In case you haven't noticed, I always babble about how bad my results are, when they are, in reality is actually, quite good.

It's a matter of personal satisfaction really. I re-sat my MUET, since I wasn't satisfied with the result, and yet, I still obtained the same result, but most probably lower. Oh well.

Kita ni sebenarnya kena banyak bersyukur, kalau tidak, nikmat akan ditarik kembali.

And knowledge, skills, ability and intelligence are one of them. Bukan hanya harta sahaja ye.

Bila-bila masa je aku rasa nikmat-nikmat itu semua akan ditarik balik. Aku rasa sekarang pun dah semacam ditarik sedikit demi sedikit. Mana ada cepat pick-up lagi dah. Takde dahh. -.-

Not to forget, nikmat-nikmat dari aspek-aspek yang lain. Bila kita semakin meningkat usia ni, kita semacam semakin lupa pada yang satu. Semakin memandang remeh benda-benda yang perlu. Semakin berpengetahuan, semakin jahil.

How?

Kepercayaan juga adalah satu nikmat, the greatest one that is.

2011-06-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

What is said might not always be the same by what is meant.

Looks like there are a lot of things that we need to learn.

Love or lust?

2011-05-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

As hurtful as love may be, that's the one that lasts forever

and

As satisfying as lust may offer, it will never last

Choose wisely~

Drum Battle 2011, UiTM Perak

2011-05-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

The results are

1st Place - UiTM Dungun, Terengganu
2nd Place - UiTM Jengka, Pahang
3rd Place - UiTM Shah Alam

Best Drum Solo - UiTM Dungun, Terengganu
Best Bass Drum - UiTM Jengka, Pahang
Best Drum Major - UiTM Kedah

I don't have the mood to blog any further about this. Oh well~

;)

Major headache!

2011-05-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

So, yesterday I had to bear with something that I really despise, a major headache, which made me feel that I might explode my head in any moment. Seriously, benci gila sakit kepala yang berdenyut-denyut! -.-

Well, from time to time, aku memang selalu sakit kepala. Out of the blue, tiba-tiba sakit kepala. Dulu teruk kot, everyday sakit kepala, sampaikan dah lali. Sekarang pun sama jugak, tapi dia dah slowdown sikit. Tapi memang selalu tiba-tiba akan sakit kepala. Siapa yang kenal aku, memang akan selalu nampak tiba-tiba aku urut-urut tengkuk, gosok-gosok kepala, tarik-tarik rambut. Hehh.

But yesterday, memang pergh. Benci gila sakit kepala macam tu! -.- Macam ada jantung kot dalam kepala berdenyut-denyut. Urat-urat kat kepala pun dah keluar dah. Rasa nak nangis je semalam. Selalu dulu kalau kat rumah minta Mak urutkan, tapi Mak selalu tak nak sebab selalu sangat aku sakit kepala, pastu lepas dia urut, mesti dia pulak yang sakit. Pastu lama-lama dah tak minta Mak urutkan dah, takut dia pula yang sakit, pengsan. Cuma kalau terlebih-lebih tu, terpaksalah. T.T

Masa Part 1 sampai Part 3 pulak, kalau kat kolej, minta Mama (Aima) urutkan. Haha. Dia urut best. Tapi dia pun kadang-kadang malas. Dia kata penat nak urut asyik tak baik-baik. -.- Hahaha. Apapapun, terima kasih ye Mama!

Actually semalam, rasa sakit kepala since masa pergi tengok kuda dengan Zira. Masa dia bawak motor, aku kat belakang, tak tau kenapa, tiba-tiba sakit kepala. Takpe, tahan lagi. Dah biasa kan. Hehe. Pastu petang tu, boleh pulak teman Uncle main mace kat luar, hujan. Terkena lah juga hujan, huhu. Lepas tu, sakit kepala tak hilang-hilang. -.-

Mengadu kat Pakcik, dia boleh urut-urut sikit je. Semalam pun mandi petang, sumpah weyh rasa terseksa jiwa dan raga. Bayangkan mandi air sejuk tapi kepala rasa panas je berdenyut-denyut. -.- Sumpah benci weyh berdenyut-denyut argh! Basahkan kepala konon nak bagi fresh sikit kepala, tapi tak jalan pun. -.-

Lepas tu, pergi ikut Pakcik beli makanan. Konon nak naik motor ambil fresh air bagi segar. Tak jalan jugakk!

Pergi bandroom, pergh kau bayangkan diorang practise main lagu ulang-ulang kali kuat-kuat? Tak ke sakit kepala otak aku? Extra kuat pulak semalam diorang main, ke aku je yang terasa kuat? -.- Tak larattt. Minta tolong Pakcik urutkan kepala, lega sikit, time urut. Tapi time tak urut je, hehhh zupp sakit balik! Apa dahhh. Pakcik pun semalam asyik distracted je. Tapi takpe, at least he tried to help, kot. Hehe haihh.

So, balik-balik kolej, terus tutup semua lampu, tinggalkan satu je, makan Panadol sebiji, terus tidur. Tak hirau orang dah. Nasib baik bangun pagi elok dah. Phew. Nasiblah semalam ada orang kat bandroom, kat bilik. Kalau takde orang, dah menangis dah kot. -.-

If you guys want to know, I don't like to eat medicine whenever I had to deal with headache. Only when I really really can't stand it. Well, I just don't want to be too dependent on medicine, too much relying on medicine won't be any good to our body. Antibodi lemah nanti. Sakit sikit, selalu aku tahan je. >.,<

Sekarang pun macam ada rasa sikit-sikit. ;(

Benci seyh~!! T.T

Good bye!

Hilang jati diri, lagi.

2011-05-04T14:17:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

Ramai tak readers lama? Tak kot. Readers blog ni pun tak ramai. Faithful readers, my friends maybe. ;)
Oh, did you notice? Nowadays update pasal apa je, studies, exams, pakcik. After this, band. -.-

And sekarang pun, cara penulisan lain daripada dulu. Now macam tah, rasa macam tengah baca diari pun ada jugak kadang-kadang. Kalau dulu, more, I don't know, mysterious, short and simple.

And now, more to pasal kehidupan seharian. Kalau dulu, pasal kehidupan seharian jugak, tapi more to observer. I write about things that I don't tell people. Things yang terlinatas di hati, pandangan aku yang berbeza dengan apa yang aku tuturkan. Faham tak? I think I have more attitute in thinking dulu, pemikiran lebih sikit, matang sikit. But now? Hmm.

I miss writing like those days. But I just can't write like how I write before. And it bugs me, a lot! -.-

p/s: Kalau rajin, sila baca my older posts. Even time sekolah menengah pun, I think I wrote better blog. -.- I think. Hahaha. ;P

Things that girls love but will never ask for~

2011-05-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

Greetings~

Credit to Mr. Gugel

Want to know? Here they are~

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Hmm, what should you do?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

More?

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Anybody in mind?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

But please, when you do it, mean it!

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - (it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.)
22. Tell her she’s your everything - (only if you mean it.)
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - (if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her. 24. Make her feel loved.)
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know! (macam uhh -.-)

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US.

26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

Important things here~~

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek - (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her)
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

Do not forget these~!

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

Love her, and make sure she knows that.

41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

Well, I hate to admit it, but this is a form of plagiarism. I found this in one blog but too bad I forgot the link. And, I'm pretty sure she also found this from another source and blah. -.-

I find this so true, but there are so many things listed are way too overboard. -.-

Guys, if you do at least 15 of these things, memang romantik habis lah. Haha! ;)

Roses~

2011-04-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

You know, girls or women are easily pleased. We will feel happy over little things. Random notes, sweets, little chocolates, a sudden smile and so on. These random little things will make us be in constant happiness.

Tak dapat main pasir-pasir, warna-warna pun jadi.

2011-04-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

So yesterday, after I hanged out with Blupblup, aku sambung melanguk dengan Hajar & Zima. Hehe.

Phew memang jalan satu Segamat bila dengan mereka-mereka ni. A lot of things captured my interest, but malangnya tak berapa nak mampu. But one thing did captured my absolute interest, I wanted to buy it no matter what. So, I bought it of course, and sekarang sengkek. T.T

Okay, let's forget about that. Hah inilah benda yang menusuk hati ku~ ;D

Best kan?

Itu gambar yang dia dah pre-draw. -.- We just have to colour it, according to the numbers stated. Mudah kann? And it's fun! ;D

Acrylic paints that have been labelled with numbers.

Serious senang! Even for you guys who are soooo BAD with arts, Pendidikan Seni kat sekolah memanjang dapat C je. T.T Aku lah tuh. T.T I once got a B, and that's a very big achievement for me. Sobs! T.T

Gigih mewarna. (Pardon me hair)

Sampai tak kesah katil sepah. -.-

Oh well, the process didn't take much of my time, about 1 and half hour sahaja. Itu kalau gigihlah korang mewarna non-stop. Hehe. Oh well~

Here is the finished product. Aku ikut bulat-bulat description warna dia. Haha. I'm not so artistic to make this piece a unique one. Trust me, there were so many failed attempts. -.- Sekarang malas dah buat experiment.

Isn't it cute? ;D

Well, the outcome takde lah neat sangat, sangat smudgy okay. But, I think I did okay. Whatever it is, I am so proud with my work! ;D

See my excited face? -.-

Well, saja je nak brag pasal benda ni. Nothing special pun. Haha

Ouh and I gave it to Uncle, and sampai hati dia tak percaya yang aku buat benda ni?! Grr tapi dia ada cakap cantik. Hehe but the truth is, I was so reluctant about giving it to him, sangat comel okay! And the odd is, I was so excited to give it to him as well. Apa seyh? -.-

You know, this may be a good project for bonding activities. This is the smallest version, ada yang lagi besar. Do it with your family, friends or even your so-called other half. Aww sweet~!! ;D

Goodbye~!! ;D

*Photos of me, credit to my roommate, Syaza Nabilah (toyol) ;P

Apabila orang Melaka datang Segamat~

2011-04-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Orang Melaka yang dimaksudkan adalah Mama, Afiq and Akmal.

I got a call from Afiq, while I was on the way to meet Uncle to have lunch together. Afiq asked whether I wanted to join the rest of the group to go out for lunch. Of course I want to, but I've already promised Uncle to have lunch with him. -.- Agak susah lah tadi minta izin Uncle untuk mungkir janji. -.-

It was a short notice! Grr! Lain kali nak datang bagitahu lah awal-awal! -.-

Well, bila dah dapat green light daripada Uncle, terus straight away jumpa diorang. Ingatkan dah nak pergi, rupanya kena tunggu Byha and Farah. Last-last lepas Zohor baru gerak. -.- Kalau tau sempat makan dengan Uncle kejap. -.-

Bay & Mama

Me, Bay & Mama

Hah tunggu merekalah. Haha

Farah, Me & Byha

We had our lunch in KFC. Somehow, KFC is the place where we would always go if we wanted to hang out together. Hmm

Tengok diorang berbual sikit punya khusyuk. -.-

Ayen, Azri, Bay & Byha

Farah, Mama, Afiq, Akmal, Azri & Bay

Ayen, Azri, Bay, Byha & Izi

Ahh good times~! ;D

Lain kali datang lagi ye Orang Melaka. But, be sure to inform us earlier. Kalau perasan I always had plans whenever you all come to Segamat. Tak syiokk arr macam tu. Hmm

Blupblup, muah muah~! ;D

Words of Wisdom #2 (konon)

2011-04-27T00:27:00.001+08:00

Aim high,

and you'll see yourself striving to achieve it

Aim low,

and you'll be easily satisfied with the lowest you can be

There is no such thing as "aiming too much" in life.

Don't be a drawback in your own life.

(PjaSugus,2011)

12.26 am

Sengal

2011-04-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Malam semalam, keluar makan dengan Uncle. Masa on the way balik, berbual-bual lah dengan dia. Tiba-tiba,

Pja : Awak, saya nak tengok penunggu istana lah. (Tak sedar diri penakut tengok wayang cerita seram tutup mata most of the time)

Uncle : *Berdiam diri*

Pja : Awak, kenapa ni? Dengar tak saya cakap?

Uncle : Ish awak ni. Cakap dekat sini.

Pja : Kenapa? *Tengok sekeliling* (Rupanya dekat kawasan gelap gelita tepi kubur cina)

Uncle : Tengok kita dekat mana?

Pja : Oh, okay.

Lepas tu dua-dua senyap. Aku tak sanggup nak pusing belakang. -.- Terus Uncle bawa kereta laju-laju.

Okay fine, lain kali nak minta something, sila tengok sekeliling okay? Kalau tak nanti information tak sampai, pastu perasaan bercelaru. -.-

Uncle post, saya pun nak juga!

2011-04-25T01:38:00.003+08:00

Ikieeja <3

Dinner Brass Band 2011

Credit to Manja sebab tolong ambil gambar kami.
Credit juga kepada Uncle sebab edit gambar ni. ;)

24th April 2011

2011-04-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Okay, this time entry yang mengisahkan kehidupanku seharian pada 24 April 2011.

Apakah? -.-

Okay today, I sat for my Costing paper. Gap between this paper and previous paper is 2 days. Hari yang pertama, fuh berkobar nak study. Memang berkobar, lepas bangun pagi, tak tidur bagai, terus mandi, kemas bilik, buka buku, buat satu past year. Okay, jawab Question 1, it took me 3 hours. Hah lama kan? Haha. Well, for the whole day, soalan tu je yang terjawab. -.-

The next day, memang lepak lah satu hari. Bangun tidur pukul berapa, dah lah bangun lambat, pastu asyik bangun tidur bangun tidur je. Pulak tu, layan sampai 3 movies sekaligus. Memang best.

The next day, which is today, baru lah terhegeh-hegeh nak study. Revised one chapter, I had another 3 chapters to go, banyak benda nak kena tau. Pukul 10.30 pagi tadi baru study betul-betul. Memang lah kau konon hebat kan Pja kan? Hebat lah sangat! Hampir nak menangis study dengan Hajar, I don't know, I felt so anxious, cemas, sebab banyak benda tak cover, and ada instinct yang pisang bakal berbuah dua kali.

Well, I kind of did. managed to answer all of the questions, cuma part theories semua aku hentam. Ada 5 soalan, soalan teori merangkumi 5 markah for 4 questions. Okay banyak dah hilang markah kat situ, do the math. Fook!

The ironic part is that, I changed my answer, from the right one to the wrong one, at the very last minute. Kau fikir hemo tak hemo aku bila dapat tau apa yang aku buat sebenarnya betul from the start?? GARGHHH!!

Oh well, tak payah nak emo sangat sebenarnya, awal-awal lagi ada part yang salah, but stilll!!!! GARGHHH!!

Okay, sebenarnya di sini, saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada Noor Hajjar Asikkin (eh betul ke aku eja ni?) kerana telah sanggup diganggu oleh saya pagi-pagi tadi, untuk mengajar saya. Banyak-banyak terima kasih Hajar! Disebabkan oleh tunjuk ajar kau lah, aku dapatlah juga buat tadi, daripada blank je kan.

Muah muah I LAP YU SO MAC!

Hah comel tak? Comel kan?
Pandai pun pandai.
Masuk air boleh tahan, baik, rajin.
Eceh, macam promote pulak. Dia dah berpunya. ;D

Ops, sorry Hajar aku pinjam gambar kau. ;D

Hajar ni selalu tolong aku. Kalau nak test, aku tak tau apa-apa, aku tanya dia. Kalau aku takde buku teks, aku pinjam dia. Dia macam on the go je everytime aku tanya dia. Senantiasa ada jawapan. Senantiasa faham soalan aku, kadang-kadang aku tak habis tanya lagi, dia dah tau dah apa aku nak tanya. Contoh macam,

Pja : Jar, kau tak nak buat ni macam mana?

Hajar : Ouhh yang ni. Yang ni kau kena cari blablabla dulu, kau kena tolak ni, tambah ni, yang ni kau biar je, takde apa-apa pun.

Padahal aku baru nak tunjuk soalan. -.- Apa seyh kau? -.-

Ouh you know what? Ada petanda buruk tadi masa nak gi jawab exam.

I wore a kebaya that Uncle brought for me. Well, sepanjang jalan masa nak pergi DST, kalau jumpa any of my friends, semua cakap,

"Wahhh Pja, lawa lah baju."

"Ayunya Pja!"

"Comelnya Pja!"

"Pja dah macam lecturer dah, lecturer muda."

"Pja beli baju kat mana? Nak beli jugak. Warna merah ada?"

Kembang tak kembang lah kejap, haha. Eleyh tapi semua sebab aku pakai kebaya, or maybe kebarung kot. Cuba aku pakai baju kurung, haha. ;P

Baju ni. Okay takde gambar tunjuk baju full. Hmm

But since my feelings wasn't at ease, hanya mampu tersengih macam kerang busuk. Maaf ya kawan-kawan. Cemas tadi! T.T

And then, naik tangga, dah sampai last step ni, terpijak kain, GEDEBUK jatuh! -.- Kaki terhentak tangga, sumpah sakit!! T.T Lepas tuh kain tak macam terselak tinggi pulak kan. Wuu terus yang kawan-kawan aku yang puji tadi, "PJA!!"

Malu sekejap kat situ. Sigh. Apa lah malang nasib aku, selalu je tergedebuk di khalayak ramai. Sigh. Nasib baik tadi semua perempuan je yang tengah ada kat tangga tu. Kalau ke lelaki, dah free show kejap. T.T

Nampak tak petanda malang kat situ? Disebabkan jatuh tadi, tak sempat nak selak-selak teori. Penat je! T.T

Sigh.

Sekarang kaki saya lebam, dia macam garisan. Adoyai.

Ouh and tadi I went out with Uncle, pergi makan. Kat kedai sebelah traffic light. Agak suka makan kat situ. ;D Lama tak makan nasi putih dan lauk-lauk macam tu. -.-

Thank you~! ;D

Banyak tak banyak kitorang makan?
Kami berdua tak makan dari pagi. >.<

Comel tak Snowy? (tiba-tiba bagi nama)
Macam kembar Knight, kucing hitam kat uptown yang kerjanya asyik membuta.
Tengah-tengah jalan pulak tu! -.-

Pesanan singkat:

Saya memang obses dengan kucing, jumpa kucing je, I will go histerical. Sampaikan Pakcik semacam benci dah dengan kucing. T.T They are SOOO CUTE to be hated!!! T.T

You'll be annoyed if you read this post

2011-04-22T14:43:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Test 2 Costing

If you guys read the previous entry about my tests, you'd know that I hadn't got my Costing, Test 2 paper yet at the time.

Semalam after paper AIS, pergi tengok carry marks semua. Dapatlah paper Costing ni. Menurun kot! -.- Urgh! There were so many careless mistakes, and Question 2 memang aku tak berapa pandai nak buat. -.-
Cash budget lah itu sumpah careless! Salah masukkan figure je! Gergh. Oh never mind. Hah and Amin finally beat me in one subject. Baguslah~!
Tapi still carry mark MAF aku highest! Weekk!! (Hanya kepada Amin, aku tau kau baca.)

Speaking of carry marks, nak tulis jugaklah!

BEL 312 - 48 / 60
Sumpah takut. Susah sangat nak dapat A! Dah lah banyak tak datang kelas bagai. More than 6 classes I think. o.0
Dah lah sem lepas pun dapat A- je. T.T Sedih!

FAR 250 - 27.xx / 30
Highest in my class, but takut. Highest pun, kalau final slack, susah juga! Macam Costing last sem. T.T

AIS 280 - 42.xx / 50
Well, I may be the highest in both written tests, tapi lab test MYOB, dapat 11.63 / 15, so macam tarik lah kan markah tu. T.T Pergh kalau dapat full mark lab test, sumpah best! T.T Dah lah final semalam macam hape, banyak hilang markah free-free je, soalan yang senang-senang pun salah, lepas tu ada certain things yang macam tak pernah baca kan. Padan muka aku! -.-

MAF 280 - 27.xx / 30
Sorry Amin, carry mark aku tinggi sikit dari kau, hehe. ;P But bravo, akhirnya ada juga yang kau lebih daripada aku. Woot~! ;)

ECO 211 - 33 / 40
Hmm, quizzes ada yang dapat 3 / 10, so tarikk. And test 1 pun tidak begitu memberangsangkan. Haha.

Well, prinsip study aku, aku jaga sangat carry marks! Walaupun aku tak jaga homework or assignment, tapi aku selalu jaga carry mark, I mean, aku mesti nak score tests and quizzes. Carry marks aku tak boleh hilang 10 markah, kalau hilang lebih daripada 10, memang susah untuk aku nak score A. Mulalah meroyan nanti. -.- Hilang lebih daripada 5 pun dah tercungap-cungap. Sebab, aku time final macam main dia lebih sikit, macam susahh gila nak fokus untuk study. So, selalunya, carry marks aku membantu.

Tengok macam BEL last sem, carry mark berapa eh, 44 / 60 kot, gitu lah. Pergh, sumpah miserable, so in the end hanya mampu dapat A-. T.T

Tapi kan, carry marks tinggi pun, kalau time final takde istiqamah, tak guna jugak derr. Bukti? Last sem, carry marks aku highest untuk MAF and MGT, dapat A- juga! -.- Sigh. Sumpah sedih bila ingat result sem lepas, keadaan aku masa final last sem. Jiwa bergelora, berkecamuk bila tengok kawan-kawan dah study jauh-jauh, aku ketinggalan, so macam depress, so tak study, tapi tidur untuk hilangkan stress. Paling tak boleh blah, I cried because I couldn't finish revising for LAW. Seriously.

Sebab tu lah aku selalu bising kat Pakcik, bebel-bebel suruh baca LAW. -.-

Sikit je paper for this semester, 5 papers, hanya 4 yang ada final paper. So, semestinya kena score tinggi this semester! Mesti mesti!!

But if you guys noticed, selalu sangat pula aku update blog time final ni. -.- Apa kena seyhh?

Good bye!

Personal Opinion about Photography #1

2011-04-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

People will look awesome in photos if they are photographed with good angle and lighting.

Pernah tengok gambar orang yang muka biasa-biasa je, tapi bila tengok gambar pakai make up, jadi lawa?

Mesti biasa kannn?

Oh well, biasalah, kuasa make up.

Tapi kan, to me, kuasa make up tak setanding kuasa photography.

Sebab, with good angle and lighting, kau tak pakai make up pun muka kau jadi lawa.

For example, em, I'll just use my photos to explain.

This is one of the example, bad angle and bad lighting photo.

I was with make up.

I don't really fancy this. Haha. -.-

Supposedly boleh je jadi macam ni, elok sikitlah rupanya.

I can say, this is of good angle and lighting photo. Tengok semua orang lawa-lawa. ;D

Better-looking me, I guess.
Ieja, Raja, Me and Mick. ;)

Okay, this is another photo that is of good angle and lighting.

No make up this time.

Blog's profile picture. ;P

Hah, I think I looked decent.

So, I think kuasa photography lebih kuat daripada kuasa make up.

Okay, sambung buat past years AIS. ;)

Goodbye! ;)

I'm sorry.

2011-04-19T09:57:00.000+08:00

Maaf jikaku terkasar bahasa.

Maaf jikaku tersilap budi bicara.

Maaf atas segala salah lakuku.

Maaf jika kau terguris hati.

Maaf jika aku menyakitkan hati.

Maafkan aku atas segala kekhilafan diri.

Maaf.

Rindu punya pasal. (Panjang dan kurang bermakna, unless to Pakcik and I)

2011-04-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Okay this time I want to make a very lovey-dovey post, tahap muntah darah punya lovey-dovey. Okay no, entry gedik lah senang cerita.

Yesterday (it's 17th April 2011, 12.58 am), I sat for my MUET, for the second time while it's a first time for Uncle. Okay, actually I like to go to exams together with him, semangat lain macam, itu yang ECO test 1 dapat boleh tahan walaupun tak baca buku. But he begs to differ. He felt that my existence in the same examination room made him all nervous and distracted. That's why his marks for ECO Test 1 and Test 2 agak biasa-biasa. Urgh! He was supposed to get an at least A-! Grr!

For those who knew the existence of Uncle and I in campus might probably agree 100% to this. Uncle and I are like inseparable. Boleh kata hari-hari kitorang jumpa. Paling koman pergi makanlah. Kami pun aktif benda yang sama kan, so, macam selalulah sama-sama.

Dulu masa Part 2, Part 3, selalu jumpa sebab hal Taekwondo, ada kerja. Supposedly boleh je agih-agih kat orang lain, tapi tah, buat berdua je. Intentionally ke unintentionally? Unintentionally at first, sebab dulu antara exco-exco, kenal dia je, sebab kami sama-sama budak band kan. Tapi lama-lama, Haha! Makin lama makin rapat hahh.

Dulu bukan main ber"kau aku" dengan dia. Tapi tiba-tiba tah macam mana last sem ber"awak saya" pulak. Mula-mula buat-buat macam main-main, dalam phone guna "saya awak", tapi bila jumpa depan-depan, "kau aku". Bukan apa, dah terbiasa. -.- Pastu tiba-tiba ada one night dia mention benda tu? Tanya kenapa dalam phone lain kat luar lain? Hah apa nak jawab? ;P

Actually I first had an interest in him back when we were in Part 1. But then, he seems so out of my league, oh well, you know I'm the nerdy kind of girl, shabby-looking and so on. The only plus point that I had was that I'm quite good in my studies. Well, it's not really a plus point you see, guys don't seem to like girls with brain. -.-

So, I just kept what I felt to my heart's content. Not a single person knew about it. To top it all, after LIBB (I think), I got to know that he had a girlfriend. Okay fine. Backed off, I did. (Konon) -.-

Last day LIBB

Oh tapi kan, masa Dinner Brass Band, dia ada bagi bunga. ;) Orang lain minta dia tak bagi, he gave it to me! ;)

Bersama bunga yang Pakcik bagi. ;)

Masa dinner Brass Band Part 1 ;)

In Part 2, well, let's just say that I got over him, kind of. No, I just forget about him. Takde pape pun kan, so

macam senang lah. Earlier in the semester, I asked him to join Taekwondo. Actually tak pernah ingat dia budak Taekwondo, until dia mentioned it to me. Ada sorang senior, apa nama lupa dah, invited me to join untuk buat show masa MPKP. Segan nak pergi sorang-sorang, so ajaklah dia. After that, kami pun mula aktif Taekwondo, officially. Uncle pun ajak Syahir dan Amin join sekali.

Masa MPKP Part 2

MPKP Semester January-April 2010

Ada one time, Kelab Taekwondo ada buat satu camping, tarikhnya clash dengan event band. Masa tu budak KO kan, baru Part 2, so macam takut nak ponteng event band. So, awal-awal dah plan dengan Uncle, tak pergi camping, nak pergi event. Dia pun Drum Major kan, so kena ada lah. Tapi tuptup, event band cancelled last minute. And don't know how, Uncle dapat pergi camping. Last minute masuk, ganti Kak Fira kot. I asked Kak Haizun whether if it is okay for me to join, tapi Kak Haizun kata dah penuh. Sumpah sedih gila time tu! Untuk mengubati kesedihan, aku overnight di Melaka for the first time with Byha, Farah and Asyree.

Kami panjat kapal ni malam-malam buta. -.-

And then lepas camping, kami selalu jumpa. Sebab ada tournament di INTEC. My first tournament in UiTM Segamat! Tapi tournament ni, clash dengan camping band. Ah! Tak kira, sebab dulu band buat aku tak dapat pergi camping, so aku nak pergi tournament. Okay, motif tambahan, sebab Uncle bersungguh nak masuk tournament tu. Okay mana boleh lepaskan peluang! Haha!

Masa Part 2, I started to disclose my crush on him to few friends. Pija Kecik, Blupblup & Zira. But kept it all within ourselves though. Apart from the girls, the guys in Blupblup thought I was joking. Haha. And I had always asked Ayen to send my regards to Uncle every now and then in college. ;P

Towards the end of the semester, kami pun bertambah rapat. Sebab? The seniors appointed him to be the President of Taekwondo Club and me as the Secretary. Disebabkan dua-dua pun tak tahu menahu, so, kami saling bantu-membantu untuk menyiapkan segala paperwork. Itulah pemangkin ukhuwah kami.

Masa Part 2 pun, aku beria nak join Drum Battle sebab fikir yang dia akan join juga. Tapi tiba-tiba dia tak join pulak! Takpe lah, teman Zira, dia beria suruh aku masuk. So, aku pun join lah as one of the Colour Guards. ;)

Tapi good news was that, he got to tag along to Kelantan! Woot!!

The CG's plus Fitch

Jahat gila aku, masa akhir-akhir semester 2 tu, I was actually with Afiq. -.- I don't know how and why, but I just did. He was being so thoughtful and nice to me during that time, the time when I was having the friendship crisis. I hate it when it happens! -.-

Even though I was with Afiq, I couldn't bring myself to be all lovey-dovey with him. The relationship was just merely a status. The way I treated Afiq was not more than just friends, good friends.

Candid -.-

That's why, when I was busy with the drum battle trainings, I neglected him. So much! It's maybe due to Uncle. Being close with him (work purposes), ignited the crush that I had on him. Ouh! Besides, he had once told me that he was single. Ingatkan ada girlfriend, rupanya dah takde. Itu yang tetiba nak balik tu.

But then, silly me. I was always so scared if he found out about it. So, I always act as if I don't care about him. Never did I show my interest towards him. Malu doh!

Naik Part 3, tak boleh nak dibendung lagi dah! Boleh kata tiap-tiap hari nak cerita pasal dia je kan. =.= Kecik lah jadi mangsa kena tadah telinga. Well, she was a good listener by the way. Semua cerita best, cerita tak best semua dia tau.

Ada one time, during August I think, I was feeling soo down because I heard a story about him. Masa tu Pija Kecik was not around, so tak tau nak cerita kat siapa. Tiba-tiba terjumpa Byha ngan Asyree kat uptown, hah amik kau terus cerita. Tak kesah ada Asyree time tu. -.- So, Asyree pun tiba-tiba ter tau.

And then, tiba-tiba dapat tau yang Asyree bagitau kat Uncle pasal my feelings. BOO!! -.-

Ayen kot yang bagitau. And then lepas tu, Ayen ada cakap yang Uncle pun sebenarnya suka aku. Okay dah berbunga dah hati time tu, but tak sure. Jumbled up feelings. Kalau Uncle dah tau, and the feeling's mutual, kenapa dia tak kata apa-apa? Tapi dia macam banyak bagi signs. Ntahlah.

Uncle pulak time tu dah selalu macam kongsi-kongsi cerita, caring bagai. Macam bagi hint, tapi tak clear. Tak tau. Resah sungguh! -.-

Tapi masa tu, selalu sangat spend time dengan dia. Selalu sebab Taekwondo. Pergi tengok budak-budak grading, balik jalan kaki jauh-jauh pergi bus stop sebab nak pergi talk kat kampus. Jalan jauh-jauh, bonding moment kot. Haha.

Lepas tu, masa puasa, every night kitorang ada training, untuk tournament kat UKM. Fuh, makin lah rapat kan.

And then, masa puasa, dia macam ajak pergi Melaka. Okay first time pergi dengan dia, ada budak-budak Taekwondo sekali. Kak Mimi, Paan and Qila. But the whole perjalanan naik kereta, kitorang banyak berbual berdua kat depan, yang kat belakang banyak senyap je.

Balik tu, kami lepak kat uptown. Dia konon beli untuk sahur, untuk senior lah apa lah. Time tu Syawal ada main gitar kat tepi. Okay sila bayangkan betapa best nya? Berbual, pastu ada orang main gitar, dua-dua minum milo ais.

Time tu banyak sangat benda yang dia cerita. Pasal Ain, pasal ex dia dulu. Aku? Tak ingat cerita apa, alah lagi pun aku mana pandai nak cerita-cerita ni. Dia ada cakap pasal Ain, dulu dia suka sangat kat Ain ni. Even dia ada girlfriend pun, dia still suka Ain. Sangat suka. Sanggup tuh tunggu, even Ain tu asyik tukar-tukar bf. Tak tau kenapa dia tak dapat nak masuk jarum, padahal diorang rapat sangat. And then, dia kata, masa tournament kat INTEC, dia ada jumpa Ain lepas tu ajak Ain tengok dia lawan. Tapi Ain tak datang. Dia kata since then, dia lost hope kat Ain. And dia kata dah boleh MOVE ON.

Okay, rasa macam tersentaplah dengar benda tu. Lepas tu, dia asyik tanya aku suka siapa time tu. Tanya tanya tanya tanya tanya tanya tak bosan asyik tanyaaa je.-.-

Takkanlah aku nak cakap yang aku suka dia depan-depan, segan mak oi! Hampir jugaklah nak cakap. Kalau dia keep on tanyaaa lagi, ya ampun memang tersembur. Nasiblah dah pukul 12, so semua kena balik. Tapi muka memang merahlah malam tu. Tapi tak nampak sangatlah.

Balik tu, memang gembira sangatlah! Terus lari balik kolej hah kau tak balik bilik lagi terus pergi bilik Pija Kecik nak cerita nih tak sabar! Kegembiraan melanda diri malam tu.

Tapi, esoknya, terus tak gembira. Sebab, tiba-tiba nampak status kat facebook yang dia sebenarnya ada girlfriend. Tak pernah clash okay? Since Form 5. Okay fine, pernah putus, tapi putus on putus on gitu lah.

Urgh! Seriously, malam tu dapat tau, sumpah rasa nak nangis. Tak pernah rasa macam tu. Tapi time tu aku tak pandai nangis, so I went to sleep. Sumpah awal gila tidur! I was supposed to be studying that night because esok malam aku ada Test 2 LAW. As a result, I failed my test. -.-

Ever since that, I tried to distance away from him. Tapi, agak gagal. Anddd Hafiz finally blew my secret. Well, Hafiz is a junior of mine, in Taekwondo. He got to know that I liked Fikri from his friends, a junior of mine in SAB, my college. Apparently, I couldn't keep my mouth shut to the Part 1's during orientation sessions. -.- Fine!

One night, after training, Hafiz said something to me, and I went histerical. And Fikri overheard it. Urgh! And they teased me all the way back to Sector C. I think I was so red as an apple! -.-

Fikri was feeling happy knowing that. Well, apparently he knew about it but he chose to not believe it, because he says that I didn't look like I had a crush on him.

Whatever it was, it was too late. He had a girlfriend and I didn't want to break a girl's heart. Her gf, Sarah back then was a very cute, sweet, nice girl. And she loved him very much alright. So I told him to keep distance and not to contact each other very often anymore.

It's easier said than done.

Yes, we didn't manage to do it.

Instead, makin rapat adalahhhh. Lepas tu break Raya, hamboiii tak macam tiap-tiap malam nak Skype. Masa ni macam lupa dahh dia ada gf. -.- Malam Raya pun hahh amik kau gayut 5 jam tak hingat dunia kat kampung. Tak pernah kot aku gayut kat kampung. -.-

Masa Raya, dia ada mention dia dah break. Tapi kadang-kadang cerita dia tak synchronize.

Sebab balik cuti Raya, ada tournament. Dia bagi fon suruh contact budak-budak. Nampak nama Sarah, baru lepas call malam semalam. -.-

Tapi buat-buat tak nampak. -.-

Masa tournament, kat UKM, oh well, macam biasalah. Fokus nak menang. Training je. Tapi kali ni dapat tunjuk ajar dari Uncle. Hoho. o.0

Oh, time tu, first day, terjatuh masa tendang. SAKIT SANGAT! Tutup mata, tahan sakit. Terasa ada orang nak angkat, tapi dengar suara Kak Fid marah cakap perempuan lah! Rasanya dia macam Uncle. I think it's Uncle.

Masa kat UKM, Uncle punya match masa first day. Sumpah excited gila tengok. Nak sangat dia menang. And dia menang first round. I went histerical you see. -.-

Tapi sorry lah Sayang, I didn't make it for my first round. Takut-takut lagi time tuh!

2 weeks after that, I went to Melaka with him. Just the two of us. On the 9th October 2010. Went for a movie & watched the sunset at Pantai Puteri. Supposedly we were to go to KL, he wanted to surprise his mother, as her birthday was on 10th of October. But some things happened and we didn't have enough time. So, pergi Melaka je lah dekat. That night, it changes all.

The next day, we were texting each other. And then he said that the date was somewhat cantik and why don't we make it special? And I can't remember much, but he did say this.

"Why don't you try by saying yes when someone asks you a question? For example, will you be someone special to me?"

Haha. Okay, what was he trying to say? Macam propose, tapi guna for example. Tak boleh blah. ;P
But then I didn't straight away answer it. Tunggu lama, cerita kat Kecik dulu. Ah tak tau nak jawab apa. Siap mula-mula jawab benda lain. -.- Sumpah natural spoiler. -.- Tapi at last jawab jugak yes. ;)

So yeah, I've been with him since 10th of October 2010.

But we have been friends ever since July 2009. ;)

I remember the first argument that we had was that he questioned me for having two phone numbers. It was on Wednesday night, the first Brass Band meeting, when we were in Part ONE ;)

Sorry lah kalau saya ini bossy, gedik, mengada, cepat marah, kurang sabar, nak menang je. Saya tak buat dengan orang lain, saya macam tu dengan awak je, okay dengan family jugak. So kira saya dah anggap awak macam family lah gitu. ;P

Ah! Ini semua sebab Pakcik dah tidur dah sekarang ni. Tak tau nak buat apa. Tiba-tiba rasa all jiwang pulak kan. Rindu sangat! Dia sekarang kat Port Dickson. T.T

Ceh padahal siang tadi baru pergi amik MUET sesama. -.-

Gunung Arong.
Kitorang memang suka buat benda sama-sama. ;P

I love you Sayang.

But as I've mentioned to you, I love my family more~

But still, I love you~! ;)

*Sumpah panjang gila entri ni. -.-

I'm sorry if I seem boastful, I don't intend to do so.

2011-04-17T03:35:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

My performance in my studies so far.

Macroeconomics,

ECO Test 1

Okay, let's start with the lowest of all. ECO Test 1. Just managed to get 31/50, which means 62%. OMJAY! Oh well, I thought I was going to fail, it's quite okay. But yeah, it's certainly not my best. -.-

Oh but then, see what I managed to get for my Test 2!

ECO Test 2

I get 46.5 out of 50 babeyh! It's 93%!
Woot~!! Hurrah for me!
It's by far the greatest increment out of all of my subjects! Woot! Even though I'm not the top of the class, (Darnilla managed to get 47 out of 50), yeah I am so satisfied with it. ;D

Next up,

Accounting Information System (Computer)

AIS Test 1

Woot~! Yang ni top of the class. Eleyh 75% je kot. -.- Tapi ntah lah, quite okay lah tuh kot. Memandangkan aku tak study untuk paper ni. Seriously, selak-selak buku sikit masa pagi before nak pergi test tu. -.-

Test 2?

AIS Test 2

Alhamdulillah, ada peningkatan dan still on top of the class. Sebagai hadiah, Miss Hidayah kasi 2 paket Chocolate Nips. Satu raisins, satu kacang. Hehe. <3

And then, tiba-tiba Miss tanya, in front of the whole class, how did I study and how did I manage to do it?

Okay fine, sesungguhnya, saya by far adalah orang paling malas dalam kalangan kawan-kawan saya, (yang lelaki tolak tepi). -.- I don't know how did I do it, but aku boleh lah dikategorikan sebagai cepat pick up. So, apa yang belajar dalam kelas, cepat faham. Bila dah faham, insyaallah anything boleh buat. But the thing is, sekarang dah selalu sangat ponteng kelas. Tak pergi kelas, tak belajar, tak faham, tak boleh buat. -.-

So, to answer Ms's question, I just said that I focused in class and try to understand everything, so that tak payah study susah-susah untuk exam.

Okay next, FAR (Accounting)!

FAR Test 1

Test 1 FAR, so-so lah. Syukur jugak lah dapat A, sebab masa belajar dengan Pn Normala sumpah tak faham apa. Nasib baik tukar lecturer. Phew.

Yang ini pun ada increment.

FAR Test 2

Walaupun cuma naik sikit. Perasan tak yang 92% tuh kena slash, jadi 90% je? Haha!

Itu sebab aku gatal pergi tanya kenapa jawapan kat slide lain dengan aku tapi aku punya betul. -.-

Okay fine salah tanda! Haha.

Well, takpe lah. I was being curious and honest. Aku tak nak buat kesilapan yang sama masa final. Dah memang 2% lebih tuh bukan hak aku, mana boleh ambil. ;)

Tapi kan, I was slightly dissapointed dengan Test 2. Sebab at first, aku target nak dapat 100%. Well, hanya tinggal target. Banyak careless mistakes here and there. Hmm.

Last but not least, MAF (Costing)!

MAF Test 1

Yang ni pun aku highest in the class. Siap dapat chocolate lagi Pn Rahayu kasi. ;)

Tapi rasa agak bersalah, sebab kerja dia aku jarang-jarang kali buat, and selaluu sangat tak datang kelas. T.T

Test 2 MAF tak dapat lagi. Ah. minta-minta naik jugak! Tapi agak susah sebab masa tu macam cukup-cukup makan je jawab semua soalan. Tak sempat nak semak sangatlah kan. T.T

Oh well, the reason why I post this entry was primarily because I am bored and I also want to inform my friends that despite me skipping classes, being active and so on, I am actually doing pretty well in my studies. So, korang, especially Yan, Has & Dida, jangan risau ye? ;)

I AM hoping for the better for my finals! Oh please let me have a GPA of at least 3.9! Please, dear God!

Nak dapat 4 flat agak susah, it's quite impossible to nail an A for BEL (English).

Insyaallah~!

Words of Wisdom #1 (konon)

2011-04-12T11:18:00.000+08:00

What's done is done. There's nothing that can be done for it to be undone.

So please, leap before you fall.

Oh please say no to plagiarism!

2011-04-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

No 10 tak dapat dicari.

MIA

Missing In Action

Plagiarism is A Serious Academic Crime!

DON'T RISK

Failing your course
Getting suspended for your academic semester / session
Getting expelled from the university or
Having your degree withdrawn / revoked

NEVER

TAKE, USE, STEAL, PRODUCE and PASS OFF another person's thoughts, writings, ideas and invention's as one's own.
QUOTE, PARAPHRASE or BORROW someone's ideas ...
SUMMARIZE an author's works in your paper ...
DOWNLOAD, COPY, CUT and PASTE a paper, or section thereof, from the Internet ...
INSERT or SUBSTITUTE phrases and parts of an original text into your own work ...
TRANSLATE an original text or parts of it ...
PRESENT as new and original an idea or product that you buy or obtain from reported findings ...

TOGETHER WE SAY NO TO PLAGIARISM!

*Courtesy of banners in UiTM Johor. ;)

p/s: Kesian Pak Cik kena jalan-jalan hampir satu kampus dengan aku. Well, dia yang make me came up with the idea. You're such an inspiration dear! ;P

Kepenatan

Tapi saya gembira! Haha. ;P
I love you dear

Sekali lagi

2011-03-31T09:01:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Sumpah aku tak dapat nak rasa apa yang best nya kalau tak pergi kelas. Dapat tidur lebih masa? Dapat online lebih masa? Kalau yang nikmatnya pun, tidur lebih masa tu lah. Tapi, nikmat tu tak senikmat kau tidur lepas kau dah habis kelas. Why? Sebab kau dapat tuntut ilmu, and then kau dah penat, kau rehat. Itu yang paling syiok.

Seriously, skipping class and missing all of the knowledge that you could gain suck! There is nothing fun about them.

Yet, I'm skipping class again. Semua salah pendrive mana kau pergi?!?! Aku dah siap-siap nak pergi kelas, dah keluar kolej dah pun, cari pendrive dalam beg, tak jumpa, balik bilik cari, jenuh mencari, tak jumpa jugak! Mana seyh?? So, I end up calling Zarin to inform this to her and instantly made a decision to skip class. T.T Dah lambat sangat time tu. T.T

Hari ni presentation cum revision for the upcoming test on Saturday. T.T

The last time I did quite okay in my test was thanks to the presentations made by my classmates. T.T

Now?

T.T

Where is she?

2011-03-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

Satu je soalan.

Where is the girl who used to cry when she couldn't go to school?

Because right now, I have skipped a lot of classes. And I don't feel guilty at the slightest bit. Okay, tak. Itu tipu. I do feel guilty, but I don't quite care. I used to cry when I couldn't go to school, and aku tak pernah ponteng sekolah, in exception of co-curriculum days of course, and Darjah Khas. -.- Even sekolah agama pun susah nak nampak aku ponteng kelas.

But right now, aduih. I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I need to go back to my friends in A1. Without them, I have no one to look after me. Takde sapa nak bising-bising kat aku kalau aku tak pergi kelas. Kalau takat tak buat kerja, well, itu dah sebati dalam hidup aku, tengah cuba untuk berubah. T.T

Sigh.

Hmm, course registration for the next semester is now opened. I registered in F, but it's not a final decision. Am thinking of going back to A. I'm in dilemma. Oh my.

p/s: Ibu jari kaki Ikie patah. Kesian dia. ;(

Drastic change

2011-03-24T00:41:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

Peeps, I've got a problem. I'm changing. I'm starting to think irrationally. That's not good. That is never good. There is nothing good on acting based on your emotions. Everything will be overrated.

Usually, if something bugs me, I just let it be. I mean, I try to adapt with it, never wanted to make a big fuss out of it. But now, every little things that annoys me, I'll make it a big issue. Ikie is the one who always have to tolerate this. I pity him. And I think I'm reaching his maximum level of patience and toleration. I'm so sorry. And Zira had also experienced the gist of it. Sorry ya!

And then, before this, it's very hard for me to cry. You can count how many times I shed my tears for the last 5 years. -.- I'll only cry if I was scolded by my parents for something that wasn't my fault, thinking of the mishaps that happened towards my family, reminiscing the fact that I can never be as normal as all of the other normal people and falling sick. Basically, that's just it. And I'll only cry when I'm alone. But now, argh, I don't want to be like this. Tears are women's most powerful weapon, and I want to use it once in a while. A weapon, if it is used for a lot of times, I'll be all weary and won't be much of a use anymore.

My Mum always says that I am the bossy type of person. I don't know, I used to deny that. But lately, I'm starting to feel that I am actually one. Oh no! This might be good one day, maybe in my workplace, but in the daily life, this is some of the characteristic that people loathe the most. And I'm beginning to be one in my relationship.

Please, I want to be like the old me. One that can forget all of her problems and dissatisfaction after some sleep.
And I also don't want to be all grumpy.
I don't want to be someone that is easily irritated, even if I am irritated, I want to just keep it to my heart and eventually forget about it.

Maybe it's because I'm beginning to forget something, some ONE.

Memories

2011-03-19T18:16:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

Lama kan tak update? The mood has been missing for quite a long time. Sekarang baru ada rasa nak update blog ni. It's been 3 weeks already? OMG. Sorry. -.-

Now let's see, there were so many events occurred for the past 3 weeks.

1. Sagil (27th February 2011)

Well, this was a last minute planning, right after finishing my test, (AIS 280). I went there with my course mates, whereby I only know 2 of them. Others, seriously, tak kenal. o.0
Was a bit awkward at first, but then we get along well. They were so friendly, and masuk air! -.- Gelak tak sudah. ;)

2. Minggu Terbuka Kolej, MiTek (2nd to 6th March 2011)

Hmm. During the period, I opened a booth along with Amin, Wawa, Syima, Aina and Syafika. It was some kind of funfair games, something like that. It was fun, but I wasn't really available all the time. I'm so sorry mates! I had to juggle between my responsibility as one of the senate, my trainings, and so on. So sorry! But I had fun. ;)

3. A date in the Zoo (5th March 2011)

Haha. This has been my dream ever since I-can't-remember-when. I've always wanted to have a date in the zoo. And on that day, finally yay! Ikie brought me to Zoo Melaka, since I didn't want to go back to campus early in the morning, so off to the zoo we went. It has been a long time since I last went to one, and I think it was in Zoo Melaka as well, back when I was in Standard 4. I think. My memory is quite bad you know. Oh well.
So all in all, the animals were all so cute! Too bad we didn't manage to finish our journey in the zoo, it was so big! -.- Baru sampai tempat gajah dah sakit kaki dah.
Okay, dream baru. Nak pergi semua zoo kat every negeri. Haha boleh? ;P
Oh and Pakcik bought me a Kebaya! Yayy~! ;)

4. My watch, gone! (5th March 2011)

Grrr~!! I went to the toilet in the admin that night, and I left my watch there. An hour after that, I realised about the absence of my precious watch on my left wrist, (T.T), so I ran to the toilet, only to find out that it has gone. T.T
CURSES to the person who took it! GRR!!!
I'm so sorry awak.

5. Syima's early birthday celebration (9th March 2011)

In case all of you don't know, I don't have classes on Wednesday. It's some kind of a holiday for my class. So, on this date, we all (me, Aina, Wawa & Pika) planned to go out to celebrate Syima's birthday, which is on the 10th of March. Supposedly Zarin was to join us, but she was sick and cancelled out. And then, I was the driver. At first, I really thought that we were only going to Segamat. To my shock, they told me that we were going to Melaka. Oh my God, that was the first time for me, to drive a rental car, all the way to Melaka. Was a bit nervous at first, but the car and I grew got along quite well. Well, it's not that I am scared to drive, but I don't feel really comfortable driving cars except for mine. I can only drive comfortably in my Kancil. My one and only the hideous green Kancil. -.-
Oh, had fun that day. We went shoe-shopping. Seriously, it took us more than one hour just to choose the right pair of shoes to buy. And then they went for archery, I skipped that and lastly we went bowling! Woot~! ;)

6. I went back home, with Sayang! (12th and 13th March 2011)

Rented a car, and went back home~! Nothing much though, but Ikie tagged along. He wanted to interview my Mum for his assignment. I wanted to play badminton with him and Has on Sunday morning, but the court were fully-booked. Sigh. Oh well. Helped out in the kitchen, and then Ikie came over for lunch and did his interview. Mum wasn't feeling so well, so yeah. And Mum sort of gave her "green light". I don't know, we are not so close up until we can talk just about anything.
Oh just one thing. She said,

"Jangan sesekali pergi tidur kat rumah dia."

"Nak berkawan boleh, tapi ada batasnya. Jangan sampai nak basuh-basuhkan baju apa semua. Don't do that."

Baiklah. Walaupun basuh baju tu macam pernah. >.<
Well, I did it out of guilt, it was because of me all of his clothings were soaked with mud. -.-

7. Birthday Celebration (15th March 2011)

It was for Bay, Farah, Azri and Izzul. Finally, I got to hang out with my former classmates. Seriously, I missed having those moments. We, the Blupblup, used to do that. We always celebrate birthdays. Ah, how I miss those moments. ;)
Though this time, there wasn't any running action, but still, we had fun. Even though Mama and Afiq are far away in Melaka, their presence were replaced by the guys, Kiki, Izzat, Buye and Izzul. Ikie also joined us! ;)
I love you guys.

8. Mama in Segamat, again (18th March 2011)

She came with a group of people, invited by our capus to join an event. Malam Gerak Pahlawan, something like that. Though it was a short meeting, like seriously, it was quite a happy moment. I got to meet her just for an hour. -.- Didn't know she was coming over. Blergh.

All in all, those are the events that occured for the past 3 weeks. All of them are happy memories except for one of course.

Right now, I'm heading to KL. I want to go to the Hot Air Balloon Festival tomorrow. Hopefully it won't be raining. Going to catch up with Has, Intan and SB tonight. They are now at Bukit Jalil Stadium, attending SuJu's concert, SS3.

Right now, I have become so vulnerable. It is so easy for my tears to drop. I wasn't like this before. This is not good, emotions are starting to control me. Urgh!
Not to forget, the uncontrolled jealousy too! Pja! What happened?!?!

I am so hungry right now! Please, sampailah cepat sikit! T__T

Lucky?

2011-02-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

My style, I don't study if I am not in the mood, feeling angry, sad, scared, anxious and so on. So, last night, I was feeling quite down, over nothing actually. But it certainly dropped my emotional level, so I can't study as I've planned. I have a paper this morning and just now, I think I did okay. Well, the questions were easy, if I had completed my revision, an A+ is not impossible.

Well, in conclusion, sila jaga emosi saya ketika saya sedang berada di dalam exam mode.

Okay, I just can't stay mad for a long time. -.-

Bye.

Studying abroad

2011-02-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Mates, I have finished my tests for today. I have another test tomorrow, and another on Tuesday. Woot~! I didn't study at all for my papers today, but all in all, I did quite okay, considering that I didn't study, at all!
Tomorrow, AIS 280. I need to study for this paper because it's mostly theories and procedures, which require a lot of reading and memorising. Certainly not my cup of tea. T.T

But, I don't have the mood. Apparently. Grr.

Oh, just now I had a discussion, sort of, with Fikri, about my plan to further my studies overseas. Dia mati-mati tak kasi aku pergi. His reason, I don't know how to take care of myself. Is it true? I really want to further my studies abroad, it's my dream, ever since I was a young girl. I was so close to getting it, it's just that my lack of skill in nailing interviews spoiled it. Never mind that.

Tau program Fast Track UiTM? Alah yang nanti habis degree awal 1 or 2 sem tu. Hah, I didn't even apply that program. Aku tau aku layak, but heh aku tak tengok langsung. Sebab apa? Because I still have this hope whereby I want to pursue my degree overseas. Pandang sebelah mata pun tak kat program tu.

So, why don't you give me your support? Yes, I may have done foolish things, but that doesn't mean that I don't know how to take care of myself. Hak adoi. All that I need is moral support and trust. But tak boleh juga nak salahkan orang lain. Dah aku sendiri yang buat orang hilang kepercayaan. So, macam mana?

Buat apa nak study overseas? Universiti kat Malaysia berlambak kan? Well, I don't know. The environment is not the same. Study sana senang? Oh tidak sama sekali. Susah kot nak adapt, but every hardships yang kita tempuhi, itu yang akan membentuk diri kita. Jati diri kita. Me, being culture shock? Most unlikely to happen, but I'm not denying it, it's just that I may be able to control it. Strengthen my faith, and I think I will survive. I'm trying.

Well, I guess I will just have to wait and see. Ada rezeki, ada lah. Kalau takde rezeki, cuba kuat mana pun, tetap tak kan dapat juga. ;)

Orang kata, in order to gain something, you need to sacrifice something. I hope that it won't be in the term of ones that I love.

Good bye!

Kita gembira, kita boleh buat! ;) Go Pja go!

2011-02-23T08:53:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

At times like this, where there are 3 consecutive tests in a day are waiting for me this weekend, any physical and especially mental instability shall not arise. I need to be mentally and fully prepared to excel. History shall not repeat by itself. Sejarah semester lepas tidak patut diulang. NEVER!

Okay, nak mandi. Bye!

Oh buat Cik Qil, sila jangan stressed out. Pja pun ada 3 tests minggu ni, berderet dalam satu hari. Semua common tests. Relax yaw~!!

Proper reply, kind of.

2011-02-22T21:53:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

As a proper reply to Yan's post, I'm hereby declaring the truth of my life when I was a kid. Eh? -.-

"Where was Pja time semua ni berlaku? LOL sebenarnya time ni Pja kategori budak minority kat kelas (geng nerd yang bebetul nerd & pendiam HAHA) jadi banyak aktiviti kitorang dia tak berapa nak involve sangat. Has siap tak pernah tau yang Pja dari darjah 1 sampai darjah 6 sama kelas dengan kitorang. Lagi teruk, dia ingat Pja dari sekolah lain XD Has je teruk, aku tak, sebab at least aku acknowledge kewujudan Pja since darjah 1 XD Pja was my first friend in school! and I'm fortunate to still have her as my best buddy! So Pja kau tak boleh marah sebab aku kata kau geng nerd XD and you know
it's quite true anyways haha. Pja mula corrupted pun time masuk sekolah menengah XD"

That was taken from Yan's latest post. Note that Yan cakap aku dulu geng nerd. -.- Fine fine. Nerd? Maybey. Sampai sekarang masih ada lagi traces of it, it's undeniable. Though aku selalu je deny, tapi memang pun. -.- Nerd tak bertempat hadoi. Oh well.

Dulu masa kecik-kecik sekolah rendah aku memang pendiam. Nak cakap dengan orang, sikit punya susah. Self-esteem sumpah rendah gila. Cakap dengan budak lelaki? HAHA memang taklah kan. Certain people je. Tak tau kenapa. -.- Dah lah nerd, pendiam, pemalu, PEMALAS pulak tu! Sumpah, setiap kali ada budak tak hantar kerja, aku antaranya. Kadang-kadang, eh tak selalu, aku sorang je perempuan yang tak hantar. Blergh. Selalu kena rotan dengan cikgu. Tsk tsk T_T. Sejak darjah 1 weyh tak tipu. T_T Masa first time kena rotan dengan cikgu sebab tak siap kerja sekolah, balik cerita kat Mak, lepas tu Mak kata padan muka. T.T Sumpah sejak tu aku tak cerita kat Mak pape lagi dah. T.T

Okay fine maybe sebab tu aku tak macam perempuan-perempuan lain, boleh cerita just about anything kat Mak diorang. Jealous! T.T

Oh ya. Yup Yan was my friend at school. Haha. First rumah kawan aku pergi, rumah dia lah. Pinjam jadual waktu. Tapi datang kejap je, tak masuk pun. Masa darjah 1. -.- Okay nampak tak aku punya sifat-sifat tak elok tu memang ada since kecil? T.T
Tapi kita geng-geng ke time tu? Ntah lah, aku tak berapa nak ingat. Haha.

Okay fine aku tak hingat sangat memori-memori zaman sekolah rendah. Maybe sebab aku dah lost contact with most of my friends masa kecik-kecik. I mean yang rapatlah. Huhu.

Teringat dulu masa Darjah 6, rapat dengan Dalila, duduk sebelah dia dalam kelas, and then rumah dia depan rumah aku, aku baru pindah rumah time tu. Haha. Pastu sedih sebab habis UPSR dia pindah Kulai. T.T dulu bukan main punya janji setiap bulan nak hantar surat, last-last, sekali je aku hantar surat kat dia. T.T Apalah. Ye lah dulu masa Form 1 takde fb nih semua. Main friendster pun masa Form 2. Haha. -.- Handphone pun tarak. Blergh.

Oh well, takpelah. Kenangan lepas. Oh one thing! Aku dulu masa kecik-kecik macam lurus bendul je kan masa kat sekolah. Ikut je apa orang kata. -.-

But it's different case when I'm at home. Haha. Aduh pelik.

Okay tak tau nak bebel apa, feel kureng, ni guna laptop Syaza, broadband aku kena bar!! T.T

Okay bye!

Oh, I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! MUAH MUAH!!

Reply post Yan

2011-02-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Since I'm in class and I have no access to facebook yet, I'm going to write here. Pendek je sebenarnya.

Yan, aku tak tau nak rasa terharu ke apa baca post kau. Haha. Mixture of feelings. All that I did was aku tergelak KUAT masa baca. I was in class. My lecturer was talking in front of the class.

Okay, Dr Syed tengah tanya questions.

Bye.

Great weekend!

2011-02-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Hey-ho!

Just came back from camping. Held by Koryo Taekwondo Club UiTM Johor, organised by Uncle and I.

All in all, I had great fun, even though there are times whereby I was a bit emo, at least to someone, I tried to hide it from others you see. Hoho.

Not to forget, I'm so so so so so tanned! And I don't have flawless face skin anymore. Pimples, spots, bintik-bintik and whatnot! T___________T

It used to be so smooth. T_______________T

Okay, detailed update later!

Bye.

Hilang dah!

2011-02-17T08:30:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

I want to blog things but I've been injecting myself with thoughts saying that work is much more important blablabla and then I end up with no new posts and my works semua tak jalan. Blergh.

So all in all, I went to Gambang on the 10th of February with Pakcik (<3), kind of his birthday celebration. Except that he had to pay for all. -.- HaHa. Oh and I kindddd of had to skip one class, but hey, I agreed to go after knowing that the classes for the day were cancelled. I got a last minute info. So, uhh yeah. Oh well, at least I've done some bad things. Academically. Err?

Gambar orang tak banyak. Camera duduk dalam locker.

We'll skip on that.

Oh and then I have to attend my forth module on Saturday. Which was started by talks in the morning, and kind of an explorace in the evening. I woke up late on that day and the evening session was so tiring! At first I was like in the lead, but then in the end, I walked like a zombie. Water! Water! -.- Okay fine macam orang bodoh but oh well. I had fun! ;)

Azira cakap aku Cina Sakai. FINE!

Hah, and then on the 15th of February, Maulidur Rasul kan. Kami berlima (Me, Wawa, Shima, Aina & Fyqa) pergi ke Melaka. By bus. Hoho seronok! Mula-mula plan nak overnight lah apa lah tapi last last balik jugak!! ;)

Total kami di sana 7 orang! ;)

So it was a great week, although tarikh-tarikh itu tak tergolong dalam minggu yang sama.

Oh, highlight for the week, so far.

I got 3 out of 10 for my Eco quiz. It's freaking 3!! Orang lain semua dapat 7 aku dapat 3! T_T
Palotak aku! Grr.
Dengan itu, aku berazam, first test nanti aku nak score 100%! Kalau tak dapat at least nak 90% and above! Go go go!! 1st March, boleh lagi.

Oh, 3 common tests next week. Horray~! ;) -.-

But before that, kita wajib pergi camping ya seminggu sebelum. Which is this Friday! Yay yay! ;)
I have my Cammy!! ;)

Oh, did you know that even though you have a camera while going out, but if there are just the two of you, camera tu macam tak guna sangat. At least for me. Sebab tak boleh amik gambar berdua so macam tak best amik gambar sorang-sorang. T_T

And aku makin gelap. Terima kasih.

Okay bye! ;)

Comel ke sengal?

2011-02-17T07:51:00.001+08:00

Greeetings~

It was almost 7pm. Yet the sky is still kind of bright. However, you can see the moon.

Si jejaka : Awak, tengok bulan tu.
Si gadis : Hmm. Kenapa?
Si jejaka : Takde apa. Dunia dah nak kiamat. Itu petanda besar.
Si gadis : Hah?
Si jejaka : Petanda besar. Bila matahari keluar malam, bulan keluar siang. Itu tanda dah nak kiamat.
Si gadis : I've been seeing that phenomenon ever since I was a kid. (dah tak selesa)
Si jejaka : Memanglah. Dah tak lama dah.
Si gadis : Hmm. (Mesti keluar statement pedas lepas ni.)
Si jejaka : Jom kahwin!
Si gadis : ???

Ahmad Fikri Roslan

2011-02-10T01:59:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

9th February 2011, this uncle turned 20.
Happy birthday to you~!
Hope you like your presents, all of it including the exclusive live song from me and my wing mates. :P

And I'm so sorry because I turned down your request. I was so keen on finishing my MYOB, which I didn't manage to. Next time okay? Definitely, maybe. :)

Hilang jati diri.

2011-02-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Aku rasa macam dah hilang jati diri. Mengapa?

Sebab aku tak fokus dalam kelas. Langsung. Likae, in class, the moment lectures start, mata aku sumpah macam tak boleh buka. Tersengguk-sengguk. Nak kata tidur lambat, tak. Aku tidur awal sampai assignments tak jalan semua. Bila dah ngantuk confirm lah kan tak dengar lecturer cakap apa. Bila rasa macam bersalah sikit, aku buat hal lain. Main-main. Doodle. Buat kapal terbang kertas. Zarin yang kat sebelah aku buat donno je malas dah nak layan aku yang hari-hari duk mengadu kat dia ngantuk ngantuk. T.T

The outcome? Seriously aku tak rasa macam student sekarang ni. At least aku macam tak menjalankan kewajipan yang hakiki sebagai student, that is to gain knowledge. Pergi kelas, tak dengar end up nak buat homework tak faham lepas tu copy orang punya lepas tu jadi bodoh bak kata abang Zarin. T____T

Macam mana ni?

Andd thenn sekarang ni kerja aku tidurr je. Time tidur tu macam dah 2 hari tak tidur tak nak bangun-bangun lepas tu nak buat kerja semua tak boleh time table dah lari.

How?

Nak minum Herbalife lah. Yang teh tu. Ohhh okay baru ingat ada okay nak buat!

MYOB time~!! 80 m/s weyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Bersama yang tersayang. Antaranya.

2011-02-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

Greetings~!

Woot! Bertambah lagi aku punya koleksi album kenang-kenangan. Hoyeah~! Kalau ini berterusan, I need to buy a new hard disk. Wohh. Yand ada ni dah nak penuh. Huhuhaha. Okay, next target, the DIIMs! Hoit, ajak-ajaklah cek ni. Lupa kan lupa kan? T.T

So frankly, our mission yesterday was to meet up with Hakim. The last time we met him was like in 2008 I guess. Or maybe 2009. Tapi bukan hang out lah. Jumpa kejap je. Seriously it has been a long time. Ever since he enrolled in KMM, memang tak nampak batang hidung dia. Ye lah budak matriks (budak pandai) ni diorang punya cuti lain dengan budak dip. Haha.

Tapi, boleh pulak dia buat no-show. Tak jadi pula pakcik tu haish.
So what we did yesterday was just went for lunch in City Square, bergumbira di Istana Garden dan dinner di Hutan Bandar.

A lot of photos were taken. Tak sangka, 234 photos! =.= Aku hingat tak banyak. Adeyh.

Here are some of 'em. These are original, fresh from the camera. No edits. I'm lazy you know that.

Jay Chou awe~~ ;p

Ze Sepets. My "Kakak"

Ze girls
Me, Yan, Has, Aten

Ze trio~

Ze guys
Pizan & Pele

Apakah? Haha

Belangkas

My dates for yesterday

I like this!

Kami tengah on call with Abang yang apparently got admitted. Darah tinggi. Poor thing.

Unique me! ;P

Faizli

We were amazed. Haha
I like this photo too!

Grab

Gigit!

Jatuh!

Lepas.

Cubaan feminin. LOL

WHAT?

Happy

Tak duduk diam tsktsk T.T

My dinner! ;)

Ada photos kami lompat-lompat but it would be inappropriate. Cukuplah dengan sekadar gambar kurang senonoh yang ada. Huhu

Best shot of the day pun, biarlah rahsia. Hahaha.

Okay, assignments tak sentuh! How?

Xin nian kuai le! Gong xi fa cai, hong bao na lai~!

2011-02-03T16:17:00.001+08:00

Greetings~!

Happy Chinese New Year to all who celebrate it, mostly the Chinese! Have a wonderful bunny year guys! :)

Credit to Google

Well, by looking at my eyes, many people assumed that I am a Chinese. Ever since I was a kid, strangers always think that I am one. Lagilah kan free hair. Memanglah. Haha. At first I find it quite annoying, especially when I was a kid. But as time passes by, I grew fond of it and got used to it. Thanks to that, I found an inner me, the Chinese side of me when I was in high school. So, that's why I used to love Chinese songs, Chinese food, Chinese culture and I even find that Chinese boys are cute. Haha. ;P

Well, my late grandmother was a Chinese. It's just that she was adopted and raised by a Malay family. So, she was just a Chinese by blood, not by religion and culture. She practically lived her whole life as a Malay, as a Muslim. She didn't even know her Chinese name, let alone being able to speak in Mandarin. I wonder, if she was raised by her own family, and converted and got married to my grandfather. Hah I think I will always celebrate Chinese New Year. It should be fun. :)

Why? Because I will be able to wear Cheongsam!

Seriously, I want one so bad! I've been telling Pakcik that I want a Cheongsam every now and then. There was one time that we went to Melaka and there were Cheongsam sold almost everywhere. Sure I was tempted, and even went to have a look. But it was so darn expensive and I think it wasn't worth it. Tak lawa sangat untuk dibeli dengan harga sebegitu mahal. Plus, mostly semua agak sleeveless. T.T And short. Sigh.

Aloloo comel~ Mana nak cari?
Credit to Google

Ni dah macam ala-ala dress. Argh me want one!
Credit to Google

Nak nak nak!

Pakcik! Nak satu!!
Would you please, with cherry on top, get me one?
Please? ;P

Hmm nanti masa kahwin nak pakai Cheongsam la. Husband pakai Samfu. (Betul ke?)
Alalalaa comel~ Chinese concept. Tambah mata sepet okay nanti semua orang ingat itu orang Cina yang kahwin. Hahaha. Okay dah ada concept! *jot down dalam wedding planner*
Hahaha tetiba ada wedding planner sejak bila? =.=

Okay bye! :)

Chicken Chop @ IT Roo Cafe

Tak memasal.

Okay, seriously, goodbye~

Berjimba bersama orang-orang Puncak Perdana.

2011-02-03T15:18:00.001+08:00

Greetings~!

I went out with Pija Kecik and Ika last Tuesday. On Saturday, I guess, I just randomly asked Kecik for a date. Eh no, I just invited her to hang out since we haven't met each other for quite a long time. Budak kecik yang aku sayang tu, selalu je dengar luahan hati aku. And then out of nowhere I found out that she is close to a friend of mine, more like a colleague lah, sama-sama Sekretariat, Ika. And then kebetulanlah Ika pun ada di JB. Okay, so hangkut! The plan is to go out on Monday, tapi semua senyap je kan and then Kecik takde transport dari Kulai. Eh jap semua takde transport. Haha. So in the end, kitorang pun pergi on Tuesday.

Well, as Ika is somewhat new in JB, she lives in Sabak Bernam btw. She wanted to go to Angsana but hey, apa ada kat situ boo! So, Kecik decided to go to CS. Well, kat situ, apa boleh buat, movies je lah yang ada, so kitorang usha apa movie best, yg worth-watching. Well, boo! Semua macam bosann je. Okay, cancel movie, we went shopping. Ika wanted to bowl, but what a pity, kat CS takde bowling centre. Seriously, kalau aku bawa kereta, kita dah pergi dah Ika! Next time okay? Don't know what to do, kami pusing satu complex, shopping. Haha. Adalah juga mendatangkan hasil. ;)

Meeting up with them was so much fun. Jumpa Kecik lagi lah kan, banyakk je cerita dia. Sampai aku pun lupa apa yang aku rasa selalu nak cerita kat dia bila aku kat kampus. Hahaha. Kecik sekrang dah ada peminat seyh. Oh well, dia senantiasa ada peminat, but the thing is with this little girl, everytime someone shows an interest to her, she would like instantly reject. I mean, she will be annoyed with the guy or whatsoever. Even if she had once had an interest to the guy. Selalu macam tu! Macam mana kau nak kahwin oi!

Ika pulak, hmm found out that she had heart issues now. Tak boleh nak elaborate lebih, tak tau hujung pangkal. Now, she's having a fever, a shock fever after knowing the bitter truth from Kecik. Be strong ye Ika! ;)

Budak-budak DEGREE Puncak Perdana

Pija Kecik!

Ika~!

Phoenix Chicken Meal. Sumpah susah gila nak promote dulu. Tak best sangat pun. ;P

Oh, so I went shopping. I got this one cute long dress. At least I think it's cute. And it's cheap too!

Hari yang comel dipenuhin dengan orang-orang yang comel.

Good times.

Okay next, tomorrow dengan kesayangan saya yang di JB pula.
Tak sabar nak penuhkan hard disk dengan wonderful photos! Rindu rindu~!!

Seorang yang sangat berdedikasi.

2011-01-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Ini Pakcik Tunjang.

Time ni kitorang tengah attend perjumpaan antara kelab dan persatuan dengan MPP. Nampak tak di situ
Pakcik sedang sangat fokus menulis. Apa yang fokus sangat?

Let's see~

Budak baru belajar ke?

Hehehe~ ;P

Not good not good.

2011-01-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Yay! I think I'm getting along fine with my classmates. Hurrah~!! Muah muah~! ;)

Supposedly I should be working hard on my long list of work-to-do, but I procrastinate instead. I've got MYOB to be finished by tonight, paperwork to be done by I don't know when, certificates to print, forms to be submitted, programmes to attend and so on. =.=

Tak sukalah! =.=

Pja, get your ass moving! Grr!!

Oh, I registered for MUET, yet again. Yes, I took my MUET last semester. And I got band 4, to be exact 217 marks out of 300 marks. The required marks to achieve band 5 is 220. Urghh!!!!!! Moral of the story is, jangan tidur masa jawab paper. Grr!!!

Ah, malas. Announcement kasi potong mood. =.=

Not on track. Exceptionally bad environment.

2011-01-22T01:13:00.001+08:00

I hope to get back on track so that I will be able to do things normally.

It's at the tititititpp of my tongue.

2011-01-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

In class.

BEL 312.

Dr Syed is a very funny lecturer. He is so excited to teach us that sometimes he makes fun of himself.

:)

A change, is difficult, but sometimes, it's too easy.

2011-01-12T19:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I don't even recognize myself.

Things that I'm able to do,

Words that I'm able to say,

There are times and situations where boldness is never needed.

Rindu. ;(

2011-01-10T18:05:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

I don't know why. The moment I got back to my room just now, I miss the joyful moments with my friends. You know the joy, the hip, the atmosphere in being a big group.

Right now, I am kind of a girl who go almost everywhere alone. Yes, I'm getting along fine with my classmates, but maybe it's not the time yet to join the group. I am still the new girl in class who is trying to fit in. It's different atmosphere than when you are with your beloved friends. Just now, I walked to class alone. I always do that, it's been 2 years already. But I saw a group of seniors walking together to go to class, laughing non-stop until one of them need to grab hold one of her friends to gain stability. I miss that kind of moments.

Why do I suddenly feel like this? Maybe because I saw that group of seniors. And I also saw this one big group of friends, having lunch together at the tables nearby. We used to do that. But now, no more. ;(
Meeting up with the trio Byha, Bay and Farah also may be one of the factors.

I just am so used to having friends around me, those who accept me for who I am even though I don't truly expose myself to them.

Pja, be strong! You have new friends now. Get along!

Today. :)

2011-01-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

2nd time naik buaian.

Better blog about it before I forget. :P

I've been coughing for days.

2011-01-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

On Friday I went to Melaka, with Pakcik. We took off at about 3pm. Actually I was having a fever, kind of but since I promised him, and my fever only strikes at night, so I followed him. Hehe. Supposedly, his original plan was like, kidnapping me the whole day after class, up until tomorrow. o.0 He wanted to bring me to PD, to go to the beach and then go to Melaka. But since I had a meeting on Friday night, so he changed the plan. But then he gave me three choices, whether to go to PD, Melaka and Kuantan. I picked Kuantan since I know he had always wanted to go there. But since we had limited time, I have to go back before 9pm, soo he kind of made a last minute decision, so off to Melaka we did.

But then, we only managed to go to eat and shop for his new organizer. He thinks mine is cool, so he wanted one. So he bought one, not so cool, but okay. Mine is cooler. :P Thanks ya Kecik! :) Oh, after that, I wanted to go back since I don't want to miss the meeting. I don't know what's wrong with me, I guess I just don't want others to have bad impression on me, so yeah. Instead of skipping the meeting, I actually wanted to rush back to college. But, on our way back, suddenly I got a message saying that the meeting was canceled. CURSES! T.T

It was dissapointing.

Oh, and Mama came to Segamat on the same day. But what a pity, after I got back from Melaka, I felt so tired and I felt like I don't have any energy. So, without changing or whatever, I went straight to bed. Then my sleep was interrupted by Syaza, forcing me to eat medicine, Mama came to see me. I'm so sorry Mama! Tak larat pula semalam. >.<

And then on Saturday, I went outing with my wingmates. Ain, Pain, Aza, Anis and her friend. Hee~ Demam demam pun keluar lagi. =.= Oh before tu, jumpa Mama kejap. >.<

So. that's my day. Right now, Pakcik and his friend are in JB. Doing whatnot. Hahaha.

I want to go back to JB on Monday! He had offered to send me back home, but somehow I forgot that we have MPKP on Monday night. There goes my plan. T.T

Bila lagilah boleh balik? T.T

Oh and believe it or not, I managed to keep my room tidy for this week andddd I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK! Big hurrah for me!!!! :) :) :)

I am here.

2011-01-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

Greetings.

So, I went back to Segamat on Friday. Konon jadi budak rajin datang awal nak tolong untuk pendaftaran. Well, memang tolong pun, just that I didn't know why I was so persistent on going back early. Ramai je Seki datang lambat heh. So ended up, I celebrated new year alone, in my room. Time tu budak Part 1 semua belum balik bilik korang pikirlah betapa creepy nya aku duduk bilik tu dari pukul 9 malam pastu tunggu budak-budak balik berjam-jam, tahan nak pergi buang air, nak pergi tandas takut takde orang kat wing. O.O Setelah 3-4 jam, baru lah pergi tandas dengan leganya.

Yeah, I helped out during the registration. It was quite tiring, but not really but yeah it was tiring, and fun! Dah boleh bond lah dengan orang-orang yang aku kurang nak mesra sangat dulu. Seronok juga layan budak daftar kolej, hamboii yang ramah tu ramah betul yang tak ramah tu tak tau kenapa tak nak senyum maybe diorang PMS kott. :)

Bilik sekarang kann, kemass. Jarang nih! Okay, nak tengok berapa lama bertahan. o.0

Class has started, andI kind of survived the first day in the new class. Hurrah for me! But still, the class isn't really active. I mean, I don't know. Nak bising-bising pun jadi segan, sebab sorang-sorang kan. Heh. But we'll see. I have four months to judge. Chewah bajet bagus nak judge judge orang. =.=

Baru first day, dah banyak aktiviti. Semalam jumpa budak Part 1. Haha semua tak sangka aku Seki hish patut tak payah tau. =.= Pastu tadi ada meeting band, walaupun sebenarnya tak dijemput, tapi pergi juga. Haha itu Pakcik ngan Zira juga paksa. =.= Pastu baruu nih hahh baru lepas habis gotong-royong bilik gerakan JPK. Humang aih berselerak nak mampus penuh habuk penuh sampah penuh barang-barang tak perlu. Kalau ikutkan hati, semua aku nak buang!!! Haha tapi tak boleh. =.= Nah hamik sekarang hidung dah sama merah dengan baju. Ini ambil masa juga ni nak elok balik. Sigh. T.T I hate "raninos"!!

PAKCIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tak puas hati hessshhhhhh.

Hahahahaha.